Day 18 Is this the Prancing Pony day? Didn't check. Anyway, having a good day, had a good workout and talked with family.
Day 37... I have decided that I mainly want to set up some kind of online cashflow. Guess I better get started. If anyone has done this I'd be curious to hear about it.
This weekend has been quite fun. Went on volunteering activities yesturday and today was a friend's birthday and we had a little surprise party for her. These moments show me how life can be light and sweet without PMO, and that's one of my biggests whys of doing nofap. Honestly, I don't believe in superpowers, I only believe that our mental fogginess desapears and we start to value things that really matter in life, which are friendships, mental and physical health, lightness and tamperance. I've been reading Meditations from Marcus Aurelius. I really recommend it, as it holds quite a fortune of wisdom to our busy modern life. Hope you the best!
89 days. Relaxing day yesterday. Went for a walk and did some studying. It feels like I have control over any urges at the moment.
Day 7 Hello my people.. Went through the first week. Next week I have a pretty busy week, and it will be a big week. I start to work and to live on my own. I hope my brain won't use all the stress to turn it against me, and crave for porn as a source of release. But on the other hand, it's good that I won't have time for it.
Day 3 I was away in one crazy weekend, life is scary and amazing. Me and my girlfriend (now wife) had a big going away party at the beach for all of our friends. We are moving to Germany in only two weeks. This is just crazy. We were also intimate together for the first time in a long time (I think it was more than 6 weeks). And I feel like now I understand what everybody is saying about the chaser affect. I am horny as fuck right now and kind of amazed by all of the girls around me. So I’m really on guard right now. Most of all I’m keeping riseToGreatnes words: Just do it. I know that sometimes I lose track of why I’m doing nofap. But I’ll try to make it 90 days before I’ll even question it again. This is my challenge. If everything would go as planned, I would fly to berlin a hobbit, and I would land there in my longest streak ever. Good luck everybody.
Day 188 no PMO. Spent the weekend with some buddies at the lake. Great weekend! Ready to get back to my family today. Had a wet dream last night but I can’t control that.
Yes bro, set your routine it plays very important role in rebooting, once you set your routine it will be easy for you to go on the path.
By controlling your urges you can control your wet dream issue. And this can be achieved by controlling factors that increase urges.
It is nice. But why you are not increasing the number of days in the list, it is only 15 days till being hobbit.
Day 59 I am feeling little bit sad today but manageable. There is much more anger too. But I know its temporary. BTW from morning till now I followed my routine. And I am happy as I am going to complete my 2 months streak. Getting many benefits just disturbing thing is emotional negativity.
I can't help this: You do realize that "trod" is the past tense of "tread", right? I just wonder whether "walked on" is what you intend here. Sorry if I'm raining on a parade. Maybe this is just what you mean, I just wasn't sure. Anyway, I wish I had over 90 days right now. I will fight for that for myself! Good job so far! I have one day, so I'm on my way. At least I have not watched p-subs lately, and no pornography in almost 300 days. That was the worst of it. Now I try not to fantasize if I masturbate, and it loses its appeal. Also, Habitica is still helping. I am making more changes than just stopping PM.