What up guys i just relapsed once again (on day 16) but the difference is this time, i dont really care! TRIGGERS:- me again! Let me cut the short shit short this time… Friday -(FOR NO REASON) was peeking, before you know it started edging (multiple times) but stopped. Saturday- had a dream i was having sex with a female from the hub. Later on in the evening, Peeked and edged but stopped once again. Sunday (today) consciously decided to release and thats that. LIFE GOES ON, WE MOVE, LETS GO AGAIN!
Love it! This is so crucial to recovery....."don't give a fuck!" I think we really just need to get to this point in life before we can move into the greater notions of compassion and forgiveness and love and all that soft stuff. I am sorry, but it feels really good to just say: I don't give a fuck...actually shouting it really loud feels even better!