Today on st Patrick's day is my first full day without looking at porn and at least my second week without masturbating and orgasming. I already feel more pure and less guilty or shamed. I can't wait to hit my 7 day mark next Thursday. Today is first day pmo free hard mode.
I find that no matter how many times I've relapsed (a lot), going the first 24 hours "clean" after doing so is always hopeful and refreshing. In fact, it's almost like relapsing is almost a blessing sometimes because it allows you to experience firsthand why you are quitting in the first place.
Yes going the first 24 hours is hopeful and refreshing but i don't think it's at all like relapsing because when I relapse I feel terrible and I become antisocial afterwards. Good luck.