Hello, I'm a 16 year old male with ED. I have been watching porn since I was 10, and have used it to "get off" consistently everyday since then. I'm a relatively social human and I love being with friends. Ever since about 6 months ago I started experiencing anxiety and in the past month I have been feeling depressed. I'm on a one week streak of nofap, and I has only made me feel worse. I woke up this morning with morning wood for the first time in what feels like 1.5 years. I've also had a feeling of a mental fog effecting my hearing and eyesight around day 4. I can only get erect from porn and physical stimulation. I can't say I'm flatlined because I feel like I have been flatlined for the past year. I get no erections at school, only in front of the screen. I've had the opportunity to get with girls but I could never get it up. I think of my self as an attractive, muscular, 6,1" male with a deep voice and good hair. My addiction is ruining the one part of my life that I want the most, the ability to be intimate with others. I'm on here looking for support and to know if what I have is common. Thanks for your time.
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and not judge you. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
Bro, you HAVE to read this: https://www.NoFap.com/forum/index.php?threads/new-to-NoFap-read-this-important.91505/ it explains why you feel depressed and worse during nofap, and its totally normal and can happen! just fight it through man and if you need any support, even just friendly support to lean on, you can count on me. I know you say its not flatlining, but trust me, I have been through what you have been through and just acknowleding this, has helped me after watching this video and got the support from numerous members on this forum
I don't necessarily have any strategies, but I'm extremely motivated to stop. Whenever I have an urge I try to think about the future and how little doing it will benefit me.
Thanks dude, that video was extremely reassuring. I'm on day 8 and I miss PMO. Does anyone have any tips to help these urges?
No problems, I'm glad it helped. IMO that is exactly the issue, physical part of not touching yourself or the visual part of not looking at porn is one of the steps of nofap but I think (IMO again) one of the most important things to succeed with this journey is to focus on the mental part, and that is to DENY any sexual thoughts you have. I was at the gym today, I had 2 girls beside me, laughing and squatting, I did not even pay half a second looking at them, it was like they did not exist in my eyes because I was determined I would not benefit anything from simply looking. So one of them decides to ask me if the machine is available and I looked at her and said yes, then I turned away, because I personally don't think I am in the stage of communicating with girls without relapsing at this moment (on day 3) and I think it is important not to rush things, even if beautiful girls approach you. Hope this brings some insight and remember, this is my personal view on the aspect and as many says, everyone has their own nofap journey but if someone would have said that keeping sexual thoughts while NoFap is good, I would disagree every single time (at least with the mindset I have now)
I want I am giving myself a full 120 day recovery. I want to be rebooted and ready to go before summer starts. I wish I would have stopped PMO when I was 11, but there's no purpose in regretting the past. All I can think about is how excited I am for the future and how I'm setting myself up for greatness. Using the "addiction test" I should take around 4-6 months, so pray for a maricle. I want to see beautiful women and gravitate towards them, no be afraid. We shall use your experience as motivation rather than regret. Maybe in a year you will be having a 3some, who knows. Anything is possible without any restrictions... Great job on day 3! I'm on day 8 and I believe I'm going through a flatline right now. I know all shadows are casted by light. Let's take this journey together and be the men we want to be! I'm 16 and I'm tired of missing out in life. All my friends are becoming sexually active and I'm over here being a loser. F*** PMO and F*** feeling bad about myself. I'm not afraid... Only motivated.
Thanks for the advise. Why no stimulants? I'm addicted to caffeine and I find it as a great counter to my mid day depression. Also, I tend to touch myself while sitting alone as a comfort position, so I don't see the problem with it. Again, thanks for the advice. I aspire to be like you one day, 452 days free, wow.
Touching yourself is still connecting yourself to touching yourself while unclothed. Caffeine in some people can make a back situation worse. Being jumpy and jittery can cause some to act without thinking.
Caffeine in and of itself is not necessarily bad and it may not be bad for YOU. If it becomes a problem then consider cutting back or changing when you drink it or cutting it out of the life. I would think resting your hand on your penis would be more of an issue than caffine.
I think lots of us have 'missed porn' after we've tried to give it up. That's just messed up thinking. Porn does not miss us back. It's poison that robs us of joy, spontaneity, relationships, emotions, and time. You have to make the big decision of whether you quit porn so you can have more sex or if you want to go to a higher level and get your life back so you can function and live out the life you were created to have. Good for you for asking the critical questions at your age.
Do you know how long it takes for a guy like me to cure ED? I'm 16 and started PMO at 10. I have done it very often since then. I plan to go for 120 days. Will that be enough? You seem to be educated in this topic so that's why I'm asking you.
I wish I could answer you. Everyone is different. Because you are young and have not done it for very long, chances are that may be long enough but to give you definitive a timeline is something you will have to wait and see.
Hope you make it brother, to get the woman you want, you need to be the man she deserves, so if you focus on your mental shape, your weaknesses and strengths during this nofap experience, I think that would help the process of succeeding with women goodluck