In April, I relapsed not one, not two, but five times. It was the worst month i have had in the last year. I started slacking off, not writing, running, playing piano, or reading, but that is all going to change starting tomorrow, May 1st. May is going to be a whole new start for me. I am going to run every day like i used to, play piano, read a book I've been meaning to finish for a few weeks and write a script that's been lingering in my mind for weeks. I believe May can be another full month of no PMO if i fight smarter this time.
I'm in the same boat bud! I relapsed yesterday(after a 15 day streak) on YOUTUBE(at least it wasn't a p website). I was pretty bumbed out, but today I can start clean. April was a terrible month for me too, but you got to keep moving forward! You CAN beat this problem!