Is rebooting worth it?

Hey I'm a 15 year old guy who has been masturbating pretty much every day since i was 11. I try to not watch porn but I still do every 2 weeks or so. When I do, I feel awful and promise myself and god that I'll never do it again but I still do. I've been trying to do hard mode reboots off and on for the past six months, but I've never been able to get past three days. Anyway, I've never felt to guilty about M, and it's just been a part of my life, but more recently I've been feeling guilty about that too. But I've had pretty good life, I'm a 4.0 student, I'm fairly motivated, I'm active, etc. All while masturbating every day so I just don't know how much my life would improve without it.

 

Ok, so let me ask you, how-specifically-has your life improved since you rebooted? And how is masturbation going to hold me back? I just want to understand all this better

 

Thanks a lot for replying. Cutting it out would definitely be a weight off my shoulders because I won't be consumed with thinking am I doing the "right thing". Any tips on how to control the urges that hit on day 2 or 3 that I've never been able to get past?

 

Realize the first few weeks are just going to hurt. It's part of the process. You know why it's hurting it's called withdrawal. You know the reason for the pain.

 

Haha, well my school is pretty small, so there's only a handful who are worth flirting with. Girls seem to like me though lol