hello to every body, i'm thinking to a little thing that i want to share with you: how come that i suck so much in having sex?shouldn't it be easy? i mean, is ok with inexperience and things like that, but how is that possible? i had to quite sex years ago because of my insuitable with it, WTF...ED, PE, it seems like i have every possible shit on planet earth, and i've probably never had satisfying sex in my life (but this don't scare me anymore). Than i started questioning my sexuality and that's probably the worst part of my life.What does that mean 0.o
Everything changed. I'll not talk about all aspect of my life sexually talking: i have a girl, i never miss an erection and enjoy sex like never in my life!
i never been addicted to porn but i had ED and PE at when i was 20. After 90-100 days i discovered i had no more ED. Since then i never missed an erection
I don't have any sexual life at the moment and will be glad if I ever have one in the future at all. It is hard to change previous negative thought patterns that have been ingrained for years and years but I am slowly breaking free from them for the first time in my life. With that said, I am not too obsessed by sex and lust these days (only a year ago, I really was to say the least) and I guess continuing on the path of self-improvement and positive thinking might lead me there one day. I just can't prioritize it but should rather focus on productive and fulfilling activities in the first place.
WOW! Did you do more exercises or sleep earlier in this period? I want to know if just nofap can achieve this? Or maybe need more changes?
at first i start doing more sport, mostly because if you stay 50-60 days without ejaculating you have some extra energy to use, and i realised that to sleep well i had to use this energy before i go to bed. i started having sex around day 90 with my actual GF and since then i've been on and off from sport.
Although I don't have a girlfriend at the moment, I am (to be honest) a bit frightened when thinking of sexy time when that day comes. I know it might sound silly but the reasons are simply following: -First of all, I haven't had it that much in life and it was several years ago (and back then it wasn't even good) which makes me feel a bit unexperienced and useless to begin with. -Secondly, I get a ton of pre-ejaculate and it isn't even visual (only getting aroused for a few minutes makes me precum a lot and tense up a bit). That makes me subconsciously visualizing jizzing in my pants before any kind of penetration has taken place. This is really hard to get out of my head. -Thirdly, I am afraid of ejaculating away all of my semen during intercourse (not able to stop it in time) which will make me lose energy, feel tired, lose all of my motivation when it comes to the bigger goals in life and get a strong urge to masturbate (i.e. relapse) after the sexual act. I am afriad that it will be a downward spiral to PMO again.