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setback yesterday during Noon. Watched Sissy stuff, hypno vids. Then PMO'd. Don't know why exactly.
So yes, this is a setback/relapse/reset: whatever you ma call it!
And also no this isn't: maybe it's progress: I thought about it, didn't feel that bad about it. And I also didn't act on the impuse (as in: go away from the computer and act on that urge of self destruction).. I thought more like: Ok, this isn't the end of the world: you had weak moment. Yes you are quit down, with low self esteem. Later that evening I broke that moment and met a girl who looks nice on Tinder, actually talked to her, kept it quit short, and proposed to meet. She agreed and I got her number and she got mine.
Short story short? Maybe this is progress...?