Post published by goodguy1225

No P for almost a year and only 1 M slip up but it wasn’t to P.

However, I still have this desire to go on cam for guys. I know this is deeply rooted in a lack of self confidence and my egos need for attention and to feel wanted. It also stems from a place of loneliness. The desire to have someone to chat with when I’m by myself. Even knowing all this I still have it in my head that it might be okay to do. My brain keeps reminding me of how good those times were and how down in the dumps I feel right now.
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RegainingMind more_vert
I'm in the same place! Gave up P and it was great, but still wanted to cam, and now I found I get the same high from camming and flirting with men online and realize I have to stop if I want to get on with my life.
smoke_ash more_vert
Going from porn to virtual sex with real people is like going from weed to heroin. If you have the same high it's alright, for me it got to be much more intense and addictive.