Estel

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Willpower. See this as a skill in a rpg. Train it. AgainNagain. So when you face the beast, you beat it easy. Train it with any small habit Feb 14, 2019

Estel was last seen:: Jul 11, 2019

1. Estel
  Willpower. See this as a skill in a rpg. Train it. AgainNagain. So when you face the beast, you beat it easy. Train it with any small habit
  
  Feb 14, 2019
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2. Estel
  Starting again at 1. I feel I'm out of my downward spiral. Tired of it and have a thirst for freedom.
  
  Jan 21, 2019
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  2. Retentionman
    Slight thirst then. Not thirsty enough, come on you can do this. You have to want it first
    
    Jan 21, 2019
    
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  3. Estel
    You're damn right. Gosh. Comments like this are like slaps in the face. Good slaps.
    My best streak was when I came on nofap everyday to read some of these. Once I felt like I didn't need it, I slowly went back to old habits.
    There will be no need for resistance today. I won't allow my mind to be tested. I don't even say No, I just don't allow thoughts of porn in.
    
    Thx
    
    Jan 22, 2019
    
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3. Estel
  Im having such a hard time to come back to a good streak. Keep falling down. I know I can do it. But I'm in a spiral. Keep going on.
  
  Jan 16, 2019
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  2. bloomz
    Keep fighting never give up
    
    Jan 16, 2019
    
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4. Estel
  Christmas Time ... But I'm in my best streak. This will be my best gift from myself. I want to stay motivated!
  
  Dec 23, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Congratulations!
    It's a good Christmas gift n_n
    
    Dec 23, 2018
    
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5. Estel
  The Zero. Again.
  
  Dec 7, 2018
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6. Estel
  Lost my focus. Didn't come back enough on nofap lately... And yes. Just relapsed and went to see bad stuff.. Feeling so shamefull
  
  Dec 3, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Don’t dwell on it. I’m with ya, man. Onwards!!!
    
    Dec 3, 2018
7. Estel
  Feeling like less interested in coming to nofap. Hard to stay primed all the time.
  
  Dec 2, 2018
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8. Estel
  Damn, Urges can Hit hard. Came here to read any post and now I'm off walking But Still. I'd put my hand down so easily tonight
  
  Nov 28, 2018
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  2. Sammyforthewin
    Don't give in! Stay here and read success stories!! You got this!
    
    Nov 28, 2018
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Yep. It sucks right now but the urges fade away till you are not even thinking about them.
    
    Nov 28, 2018
    
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9. Estel
  A new week. Did we controlled our weekend? Yes we did.
  
  Nov 26, 2018
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  2. Estel
    Still, I'm working on my pc and I feel small urges that keep coming. Like waves of ennemies, or banging on the door. I'm holding up. But My flow of thoughts keeps getting disrupted.
    
    Nov 26, 2018
    
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10. Estel
  small urge, controllable.
  
  Nov 23, 2018
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11. Estel
  Big Urge Right now. Reading noFAp to let it pass.
  
  Nov 20, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Your avatar should give you enough motivation, lol !
    
    Jokes apart, hang in there & keep going!!
    
    Nov 20, 2018
    
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  3. Estel
    it passed. I went back to work, then it came back. Here I am again. Thx for answering.
    
    Man, icognito mode, just a little peek. But ya, NOT TODAY !
    
    Nov 20, 2018
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    Nice, same here... saying to myself: how bad do i want to get rid of this habit?? Gotta fight for a pure life
    
    Nov 20, 2018
    
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