drummerofyourmind

I've been a porn addict since I was 10, and have always had a high curiosity since I was a young age. I come from a long line of alcoholics, and I have not been spared an addictive personality. I hardly got the attention I needed when I was young, and to this day I've used substitutes, such as porn and roleplay, in place of genuine social satisfaction. "Your skin starts itchin' to feel like your five again." -Iggy Pop. The first type of porn I was introduced to was furry porn; I never started with, nor cared for sexual reality. By the time I was 14 I had developed into a zoophile. I'm sane as I can be being a zoophile, and I'm well aware that animals cannot consent; nor have I molested one. I've gotten through a lot of the shame surrounding my sexual identity, but progress has been very slow for me breaking away from my illness. I definitely need a support group, as I can't really expect my family or friends to have an understanding of me. God bless.