newstartolife

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I went onto this website and just said a bunch of shit, got kicked off. It made me realise how socially awkward I am. I take jokes too far. Nov 14, 2020

newstartolife was last seen:: Nov 14, 2020

1. newstartolife
  I went onto this website and just said a bunch of shit, got kicked off. It made me realise how socially awkward I am. I take jokes too far.
  
  Nov 14, 2020
2. newstartolife
  I fucking hate people. They only want you around when you're useful to them. You know what? I'm going to be useful to myself instead.
  
  Nov 14, 2020
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3. newstartolife
  Day 12, not day 8, day 12. How can I be less of a pussy when it comes to making decisions for myself? How do I stop people pleasing?
  
  Nov 12, 2020
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  3. quit@porn
    When we do what we like and steak to it, confidence automatically comes this is what I have felt.. Before saying yes directly to other wait for some time and then gve ur response. Generally yes automatically come when we are down...
    
    Nov 13, 2020
  4. quit@porn
    And when we complete our own ( your) small targets that give u peace ( say 30 days 90 nofap days)...
    
    Nov 13, 2020
  5. quit@porn
    Have at least 1 thing in a day, that time is your and you will do according to your wishes... ( say morning exercise or evwing exercise time) that helps buddy.... I think you are younger amongst the siblings or youngest member of family. I
    
    Nov 13, 2020
4. newstartolife
  I've been rejected 10 times (with one maybe, but I won't count on it). This is my worst trigger x10. The guilt has hit me. What should I do?
  
  Nov 10, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    Stop searching for validation (from women, I assume). If you need to improve, then improve yourself.
    
    Nov 10, 2020
    
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  3. newstartolife
    I was trying the cold approach in my village. It was awful, never had I gotten so embarrassed over anything in my life. It was worse when they flirted back because I had nothing to say for myself! I just wanted a date to stop me from PMOing, but people don't really work like that.
    
    Nov 10, 2020
    
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  4. quit@porn
    Why would someone date you to makee u pmo free... If u have partn5 and u share this with him that helps... But search partner to leave pmo will not help... You have to leave pmo with or without partner... And believe me this process itself show u way out.... Many people claim many things like attraction and all.. May that be right or wrong but u have to leave it for sure brother have faith in process....
    
    Nov 11, 2020
    
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5. newstartolife
  I've been banned from a website and had one of my posts removed on another. I can't reach my friends because of the lockdown. I might PMO.
  
  Nov 9, 2020
  2. Deleted Account
    As someone who relapsed yesterday and regretted it with every fibre in my body, don't, it's ultra not worth it
    
    Nov 9, 2020
    
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6. newstartolife
  I saw one post on this forum that triggers me which basically consisted of a 40 year old desperate woman begging for sex for status.
  
  Nov 9, 2020
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  2. quit@porn
    Fow how long cue will rule us and fool us..... Stay strong man.....
    
    Nov 9, 2020
7. newstartolife
  I started peeking again (trying to get people on a chatroom to 'fake' sleep with me, yet being too afraid to ask them). Help.
  
  Nov 5, 2020
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8. newstartolife
  Dopamine-rush headache, sexualised thumbnails and trolls sending me sexualised pictures of women. I was unaware that this would happen.
  
  Nov 5, 2020
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9. newstartolife
  Had a nasty social anxiety attack and skipped work. I know why I must quit PMO now.
  
  Nov 5, 2020
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10. newstartolife
  Just got triggered by a thumbnail telling me to go jerk off to relieve stress, I'm not gonna do it though.
  
  Nov 5, 2020
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11. newstartolife
  I woke up at 3am after going to bed at 12am. I'm not counting the little 'peak' yesterday because it was forced upon me, but this is bad.
  
  Nov 4, 2020
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12. newstartolife
  Currently triggered and scrolling the internet for arousal.
  
  Nov 4, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    Stop and go hug someone
    
    Nov 4, 2020
    
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13. newstartolife
  I seem to be stuck in a 3-4 day loop. My original plan was to PMO every 3-4 days, but this sucks because I was stuck in a 20 day loop before
  
  Nov 4, 2020
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14. newstartolife
  Relapsed, I just peaked. That counts.
  
  Nov 4, 2020
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  2. Akeakua
    Me too yesterday. Main thing is we don't give up.
    
    Nov 4, 2020
    
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15. newstartolife
  Relapsed on day 3. I'm going to start No Nut November. The last time I did it I got to day 17. If I've done it once, then I can do it again
  
  Oct 31, 2020
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  2. quit@porn
    If you don't give up on goal and fapped once and come back as soon as u did... It's reset since you didn't loose all gains... Join us at no nut November
    
    Nov 1, 2020
16. newstartolife
  Relapsed, day 4.
  
  Oct 28, 2020
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  2. Azzure
    Sorry to hear this. What did you learn from your relapse, of anything?
    
    Oct 28, 2020
17. PhantomAssassin
  How are you doing budster
  
  Oct 23, 2020
  2. newstartolife
    I'm good. What about you?
    
    Oct 23, 2020
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