Dealing with the sensation of boredom should not be solved with M. That apparent emptiness comes with the opportunity to connect with my true self. I choose not to watch P to escape from my mind. I stay real, I stay grounded.
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Left alone at home and then the same old question: should I M? The clear answer now is: no, I don't have to M.
More than a year not logging in. Coming back after chatting with an old accountant partner from here that became my friend. I’ve been free of any PM compulsion for more than a year!
On April I got 11 months of no P. I need to get back into track. Intrusive thoughts came back. I relate everything with S.
It’s been about reconfiguration of my sexuality instead avoiding it at all.
I can see myself now as an adult, not anymore with that sense of childishness.
Trying M once after every 10-day streak is a rhythm that has been working for me.
Hey zeus! How you been man
Facing old places, old contexts. A challenge to break old habits. Powerful weapon: 4 months out of P.
100 days out of P! It has been so freeing.
Spending time with people has now the added value of an active chance for growth. Not just hangin out. Mindfulness brought this to my life.
A year and a half here. The result: I learned to respect my body.
Almost 3 months of not watching P. So more beneficial that even my M streaks.
How are you doing mr.zeus?
hug
Ups and downs on my streak. Keep pushing. Open enough to sense I’ve built more masculine, mature version of me. The warrior keeps fighting.
Hey Zeus how you been man?
Surfing in this new mind frame of really feeling an adult man.
Wet dream. Amused by the fact I have not had one in 15 years. Not even during my 220-day streak. -
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