The Dark Knight

I want 2be with her always, but i don't think she deserves the current me. I feel like i have 2be much better til she got the man & love she deserves.

Yeah.. Let's get this done..

Depends on you. Build a one thing that you would do each day no matter what happens. If you love writing and can pour your all anguish, desires and feelings into it, it would certainly help you build a strong foundation upon which you can build more habits.
Do it consistently for 30 days to see results.
Or find something else. For me it was meditation and I have been doing it since day 01. All the best!

You got this!! Never look back!