midnight is a dangerous time for me. The time when my mind is weak and lack motivation. I couldn't control it like someone who was possessed. Adios everyone!
#20 I'm out for now. I'm going on a week long trek, and will be offline for 8 days. Can't regularly check in. I guess I lose.
Check. Last night was very hard, I have to keep this feeling of uselesness under better control in order to stay clean.