I heard this little known song on the radio this morning. I really identified with the lyrics below. "I'm starting with the man in the mirror I'm asking him to change his way I've been the victim of a selfish kind of love ...take a look at yourself and make a change"
Disturbed - Sound of silence. Think of the neon lights as the computer glow.... Skunk Anansie - Hedonism Live - I alone Evanescance - My Immortal.
I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rinds, but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside. Swallow my doubt, turn it inside out, Find nothing but faith in nothing. want to put my tender Heart in a blender, Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion. Rendezvous, and I'm through with you. I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet. Chalk white and oh-so-frail. I see our time has gotten stale. The tick-tock of the clock is painful, all sane and logical. I want to tear it off the wall. I hear words and clips and phrases, I think sick like ginger ale. My stomach turns and I exhale I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhymes, but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside. I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out, Find nothing but faith in nothing. want to put my tender Heart in a blender, Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion. Rendezvous, then I'm through with you. So Cal is where my mind states, But it's not my state of mind. I'm not as ugly sad as you. Or am I origami, folded up and just pretend. Demented as the motives in your head I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhymes, but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside. I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out, Find nothing but faith in nothing. want to put my tender Heart in a blender, Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion. Rendezvous, then I'm through with you. I alone am the one you don't know you need, Take heed, feed your ego. Make me blind when your eyes close, Sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost. I alone am the one you don't know you need, You don't know you need me. Make me blind when your eyes close, Tie me to the bedpost I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhymes, the lack thereof would leave me empty inside. Swallow my doubt, turn it inside out, Find nothing but faith in nothing. want to put my tender Heart in a blender, Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion. Rendezvous, then I'm through, Now I'm through with you. Through with you
Some of the lyrics from the song below made me think about how PMO addiction can impact relationships. "You've been hiding, never letting it show Always trying to keep it under control" "I can't tell you what you're feeling inside I can't sell you what you don't want to buy Something's missing and you got to Look back on your life You know something here just ain't right What about love Don't let it slip away"
This one really hits me hard, as I feel it from my SO's perspective. I cry every time. So far - olafur arnalds So far from who I was From who I love From who I want to be So far from all our dreams From all it means From you here next to me So far from seeing home I stand out here alone Am I asking for too much? So far from being free Of the past that's haunting me The future I just can't touch And if…
This is an oldie but a good one....original CCR On my darkest days, I've felt so in sync with this song... Particularly like this version because I love Paula Nelsons voice....