frustrating, cant even go 24 hours in the last 5 days, Stuck in a hotel out of town for work. hot GF teasing on phone & me dark thoughts
I need help they are all so beautiful
Good things I don't need forgiveness by man. I have done all I was REQUIRED to do to make amends and I now still deal weekly with 1 thing at a...
the temptation was talking to my new g/f who I told about my problem (that was a risk) , because we would talk about the things we wanted to do...
7 days first time in I literally have no idea, I made it 7 days with no MO. I dont do porn so that part has become easier a bit
I set a small goal if 7 days, and I only have 1 left, and it will be the longest w/out MO. My friend said she will reward me for my success
I have to make it till next Sunday at 11 pm and my new "friend" says she will make it worth the wait for me. WOW what a motivator that is
how do you abstain from sex, yet makeout with a beautiful woman and not MO when you get home
she does not know all my history but knows that I struggle with a negative sexual addiction and still wanted to have a date with me, AND said I...
WOW just went on my first date since my divorce 5 years ago, that was amazing
Boxing kicked my butt tonight, but I was able to get out a bunch of negative crap and beat it into the bag. to tired to fail tonight!! yea
honestly I am not even trying right now, I am lucky I get 2 maybe 3 days then it is overwhelming and I fail again and again Romans 7:15
GOD. I HATE BEING EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE. 1 MINUTE OK - NEXT FEEL LIKE CRYING, NEXT FEELING.... WELL I DONT THINK I AM EVER "HAPPY" ANYMORE
idc anymore!!!
WTF Everyone around me has got their stim. money. IRS page says I am not eligible, yet I got the last one and for my kid
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