I feel like killing my self over this addiction?

JesusStrength · May 14, 2019

skaterdrew said: ↑

It's not even just the fact it is so highly addictive. It is the sexual dysfunction problems it causes. Literally a penis that doesn't work correctly without porn. Sometimes I think to my self that my erections are get better. Then if I relapse on porn I realise no they're not really getting much better. As when I relapse on porn my erections are rock solid.

I used to use clean browsing family dns to block porn, as that is by far the best porn blocker I have used. Someone else was the administrator on my computer so that I couldn't turn it off and couldn't by pass it. But now my internet service provider has decided to block 3rd party dns's.

I honestly feel like killing my self. I found it difficult enough staying away from porn and artificial sexual stimulation even with extreme blockers. I actually had it set up a way where everything was near impossible to bypass. All porn blocked, all social media and social media content sharing blocked, Youtube restricted mode permanently locked on, All anonymous search engines blocked, all proxy sites blocked, all v pns blocked. The amount of blocks I had was unreal, and it was near impossible to by pass without the password.

But now my internet service provider is blocking third party dns's, this has opened up a massive door to being able to access more things that I don't want to be able to access.

Honestly I am stressed out my mind with all this stuff. My mental health is terrible and my dick will never work correctly. I was thinking about jumping in front of a train earlier.
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JesusStrength · May 14, 2019

Listen bro, Do Nofap and also the world is advansing with technology.. We have new medicines, etc... Medical treatments and on top of everything you have Jesus.. There is a solution. A lot of these people on this site are depressed.. Stay of Porn.. That's step 1.. Step 2 No suicide step 3 look for Jesus.. Step 4.. There is a solution!!!!!!!!

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I feel like killing my self over this addiction?

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