Is this ED ?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Maкето, Apr 24, 2018.

  1. Maкето

    Maкето Fapstronaut

    Hi, almost 16 yo male here . PMO'd often for 3 years. I had a few streaks before but relapsed, not with porn . I have quitted it since December . I haven't had sex yet but I have been in suspicion of PIED because I can get hard without porn, just by imagination or some pictures of bikini models on the internet but most of the times it is lets say 80 or 70% hard Every erection afterwards in that day becomes weaker as if I get exhausted or sth. Havent had the full erections like my morning wood a year ago. I don't know if what I have is a problem but anyways. I am currently on day 39 of the 90 days reboot and I have no problem with watching porn . The only bad thing is that I am impatient but I am trying to cope with it .I have been noticing some changes. I started getting sometimes random erections but again they are around 70~80 % hard. Even from a 2 sec touch in the bus from some girls butt I got such erection. I have noticed that if I get an erection throughout the day, without cumming of course, the next erections, if I get, are less hard and they fade away after some time. I have also noticed that I have morning wood almost every morning but because maybe of my sleep shifts I get it earlier than I used to. I mean, I get up at 6;30 but when I go to the toilet at 5;00 am then I have this wood. What do you think guys ? Do I have a problem? I am sticking to the 90 days no matter what ! Never porn again but thinking about masturbating after the 90 days.
     
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  2. You are in the flatline (see The Glossary^). So, it is all part of the process.

    90 days is not the point where everything is resolved. It is more like a foundation upon which to build. I would encourage you to stop masturbating until you fully reboot and regain full sexual function - i.e. rock hard erections for example. ;) :rolleyes:
     
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  3. MarinoBigFan1984

    MarinoBigFan1984 Fapstronaut

    You need to learn to control your sexual urges and reboot yourself.
     
  4. Maкето

    Maкето Fapstronaut

    Hey guys, to all of you.. I am now at day 53, I have given wrong info, I mean it is not medically correct... by 70-80 % hard I don't mean that my erections are flaccid, semi hard or floppy.. by 100% I imagine the type of erections, for example, before you cum .. I have full erections, they are ready to penetrate, just their stiffness isn't always like a rock's
    Some nights ago I was really tired lying in my bed... I don't know why but I started fantasizing about having sex with one chick from my school... , she is a fitness freak, long legs, booty.. so hot.. and I got so hard, lit a rock hard boner.. after some time I got horny and fantasized about another girl and I was hard again dude.. the night before it happened again, started getting random erections throughout the day too, which are not that hard, but they count too .. Today, I was just reading one problem of a woman on the other forum, she was describing how she was masturbating and found out etc.. and I noticed that I got it up again.. so, I believe this is not PIED but ima do this reboot for sure because I must be fully clean.. I know I should not fantasize during the reboot but it happened, I didn't even touch myself, so I think I have some control to not relapse.. in my humble opinion I think that anxiety also contributes in my case, so I will work on that as well, but as I have done a lot of research on PIED I don't think I have it as I am able to get hard in many situations without porn or virtual stimulation, so I think I will be better than ever after the reboot
     
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  5. Maкето

    Maкето Fapstronaut

    Today I was reading the FAQ in the subreddit for sex about ED and other stuff and I got hard only by reading about vaginas or PIV... I mean, real hard... I think that I have just overthought things, in my humble opinion I don't have any ED, so I might go in monk-mode for another 50 days, just to shake my mind off anxious thoughts and then continue to 180 days.. What do you think about it ?
     
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  6. Mordandy

    Mordandy Fapstronaut

    Buddy, you worried for nothing, at your age you're on the top of sexual health ;) so just keep going fighting porn, and focus your energy on developing yourself (sutdies, fitness, art...) believe me, keep pushin thus you'll get easily the hottests chicks in your closest future :)
     
  7. Maкето

    Maкето Fapstronaut

    I hope so, because I have really freaked out when I learned about PIED and started associating its symptoms in me... As I can see, I am able to achieve erections, sometimes even rock hard without porn or virtual stimulation but the anxiety still flows inside me..