I trust u,but i will tell you,its pretty hard,now everytime i see a guy even on tv,if he isn't ugly,my brain start telling me,why did u noticed him,cause he isn't bad looking right? maybe ur gay even cause u had those fantasies some time ago,why u dislike them now,u want to deny? Its like a torment for me considering i even have a gf,that luckily for me know everything about this,but everyday life is starting to be stressing this way,its even hard to sleep at night.
.i never had this before I knew what a vagina looked like and I didn't pay much attention to it like I knew that's where my dick went and I liked the thought of fucking a female but now when I think about a vagina it's like I get scared or my heart would drop...and now it's like I compare my self to the gay stereotype of taking being straight and then comming out to my friends...and I'm I like girls but that thing freaks me out because what if it's true man...then like I play out scenarios in my head and try to draw similar sanerios in my head and it freaks me out...then the fact that I read juny b Jones as a kid that's what my mom said what if I was gay man I don't reallyremember my childhood past 5th grade
I wanna believe that I hope it is it sounds crazy but I don't wanna be gay man..not that there is anything wrong with that but I don't wanna stick my dick in a man...i wanna hear a women moan to my penis and fall in love again and marry a women...but my brain constantly telling me u don't like girls man...do girls think your gay thats y u keep getting rejected...do people think I'm gay...what is wrong with me y don't girls like me am I gay?? That's what I ask myself all the time ...