I feel like my Ego beats me! Especially when it is challenged, I can feel being Arrogant, it's not helpful and i must control it.
You mean the arrogant part of your ego? Because all ego means is an identity, it could be a docile fearful ego, it's still ego. Also, who or what tries to control it? Might that not be another aspect of ego, even if it is ego wanting to behave correctly? I guess I miscalculated the amount of time I have before this online class, could have gotten more done. I was on some forums online I think. How do you see this as being helpful though? Is it a confessional thing or do you mean to go into enough detail to analyze it?
When i'm challenged, It always comes out! trying to diffend myself against whoever trying to prove me wrong at a certain point. I'm building a big dream on something ( I haven't started yet ) It's like my ultimate goal in this existance, If i missed it - It's really hard for me. If someone challenge from my family or a friend that it's impossible based on his poin of view or his abiliies, well the Ego and the Arrogant side of it come put immediatly, defending myself and my idea, It sometimes gets me out of control. I better calm down sometimes, And be more wise than i'm now.
I made the mistake of writing back to my ex when she messaged me out of the blues after 3 months of radio silence
I'm sitting on the couch, instead of getting my laundry. Also, I missed the early window to go food shopping and now everybody and their mother will be there this afternoon. Ah well, ups and downs. Hope your day gets better!
It happens yo me as well, After lunch or after eating i feel super sleepy and tired, I don't know why it happens to me. I feel so tired after eating.
I must do something about it... I missed up a lot in the past, this is probably my only chance of Redemption, to become the best version of myself. I must control this body or instead it will control me! Should lower blood sugar or something ?
I keep fantasizing too much in the mornings. It's the main reason why I get up later than I should and during a tough time of a streak, can cause urges.