Post published by A.J.94

Hi y'all just wanted to introduce myself. My name is AJ, I am a sex, masturbation and fantasy addict. I currently identify as agnostic but am looking for a belief system that feels right to me. I believe in God but I find praying really difficult and weird. I don't know how to form a deeper connection with my higher power and I don't know what community of faith I would fit into. I just know I need more spirituality in my life so I don't feel the need to fill the void with sex and masturbation. Trying to get clean right now and turn my life over to Gods will not my own will. I follow the principles of Narcotics Anonymous and Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous and part of the program is connecting with a Higher Power of your own choosing. It doesn't even have to be God it can be the 12 step program, nature, whatever you want. I choose to call my higher power GOD because that feels right to me. Just don't know how to feel connected. Thanks for reading