my recent streak of 17 days has shown me the power in nofap, I can only imagine what 90 days would do
relapse today but havent watched porn, but just got the urge to watch porn since the streak is broken.
it's not like I wasn't looking for the Psub but real porn is far worse, its more potent and addictive, and filled with propaganda and subliminal messages. Also one PsubMO isn't bad even one PMO isn't really that bad depending on the porn, its a reset not a relapse
I found myself searching for images on google, after watching a movie on Netflix that had some sexual moments in it.
the problem wasn't the movie or the trigger it was the searching, in the moment i new it was wrong normally i don't get second chances when stuff like that happens, i haven't intentionally searched for anything i shouldn't be for 16 days, i knew i was doing something wrong but it didn't feel that wrong but i still knew
