I have a confession to make: lately I have been edging almost on a daily basis. This is after 6 &1/2 months of no PMO. I am afraid that I am going to give in to the urges which mostly come when I wake up (I'm alone). It has come to the point where my mind says "on Monday when you are home alone you can fap". When I edge I imagine some of the porn images that I would fap to and that shows me that I am still recovering. I admit that it feels great to reach 6.5 months of no PMO after going through a period of over a year of constant PMO. It also feels great to get all the benefits of more confidence, less brain fog, clearer skin, deeper voice, and stronger man spiritually, mentally and physically. I definitely dont miss all the wasted time, shame, and mental anxiety when I PMOd almost everyday. I encourage you guys to continue this journey. I havent been on here for a while because thing were going well but now I need you guys. You all are so supportive. Thanks!
Why don't you go on dating apps and try to meet someone to find an emotional connection with? Edging for me doesn't help my sexual performance. To last long in the sac, I need to go slow and just relax. Great that you've done nofap for so long, can't wait to get to that level. Currently half way It also seems like you're bored. Try find hobbies to fill your time. There are plenty of things you can do.
Keep going brother. Whenever you feel like you want to give in, think of the benefits you are now experiencing and the heartache and hopelessness that is associated to PMOing. All the best buddy