Well today marks day 2 of no pmo. And I've been out all day. I still feel a bit self conscious and unsure. My voice still trembles and I cannot start conversations without saying something stupid. That's where I am right now. This feeling of lowness and not being able to commit to a streak is my main reason for relapse most of the time. That and when my girlfriend who I am in a long distance relationship with gets sexual. All in all I'm going to put aside everything for these 90 days until November 27 2016 anything sexual and I am going to see whether nofap will do for me what it's done for others.......
I understand where you come from. It can be difficult. Especially if you were bullied, and this way you feel is the way you're so used to feeling. But dont get it twisted. You can be an introvert and still be alpha. The difference is how you respond to social situations, rather than whether or not you prefer to socialize. Nofap will make you more prone to extroversion though, and I say that as an introvert. Anyway, you can do this. When you fall, get right back up. Keep moving forward. Best of luck