Title pretty much says it all. I've been trying NoFap for about 2 months now and always relapsed after about 1-2 weeks. Now I'm determined to go 90 days. Anyway, although I love my job and it pays well, I've had a few stressful weeks at work and my weekends are kind of devoid of life for some time now. The good friends I have at work have their different entourages and we don't really spend time during weekends, maybe once / month. My real friends and I, as of late, live far apart from each other due to jobs / college so I'm kinda left with some people I hang out with but who's company I don't really enjoy. I also currently do not have a girlfriend. So in situations like this it's sometimes easy to get demoralized and start looking for that mini-euphoria in PMO. I guess I'm looking for a pep talk. Or just needed to vent a bit. Also yes, I do have hobbies. I go to the gym 4 times / week and play football (soccer) 2 times / week. Sunday is rest day. I KNOW it's not worth it to give in. I always feel like shit the next day or immediately after and not because of guilt or such, it's simply the feeling of apathy / exhaustion PMO leaves me with. And as strong of a motivation as that it, it fades in strength as times goes by. I need something greater. Anyway, I'm off to a party. @Edit: Forgot to reset counter. Will do when I get home.
I'm not sure I understand. You have stopped posting to the forum and reseting the counter like 142 days ago? If yes that means that you have avoided accountability, no wonder that you "always relapse".
