Recent Content by BigOwl44

Probably. There are more people coming out as trans now than ever before. The internet and pornography probably have something to do with it

It's had it's ups and downs. I PMO'd yesterday which is obv bad. But I'm learning to not let it completely drag me down. In the past I've made it...

I can certainly relate to feeling emasculated when around some guys. Either I don't feel quite as "manly", seemingly have less confidence, or...

Hey man, I am struggling really hard with this sissy porn hell too. For me, it is something so strong that nearly nothing can overcome it. Once...

Think my comment got cut off. Oh. What are the terms of being a transvestite though? I only really find pleasure from it if I am totally fem. As...

Oh. What are the terms of being a transvestite though? I only really find pleasure from it if I am totally fem. As in, shave, thin bodied,...

Dang you wrote a book on this!! I will ABSOLUTELY use your journals as a resource. Thank you!!

That arousal that you described is VERY accurate of why I think I enjoy sissy/trans porn. If somehow this could be done with a faceless man, no...

That sounds like playing with fire. I feel like I've gotten to a point where to avoid a relapse, I have to distance myself far from porn and that...

I am not throwing out the idea that I could be trans or am just something different entirely. And I have considered all of the shame that I feel...

YESSIRRR

*SCREAMS AND RUNS THROUGH BRICK WALL* YES. I'm 11 days porn free. I've MO a couple times and I'm working on it, but no porn or anything close to...

Currently sitting at one week removed from what I did. A few thoughts: I've been porn free since then but did MO the first two days after. Haven't...

I know they don't. The main reason I don't think that I am gay is because I wasn't like this before I started the spiral into porn addiction. I've...

Nope, I'm a man. Also struggling with this sissy fetish shit though