Bjorn Ironside

New Fapstronaut, Male, 33

Looked at porn and masturbated today. Not feeling good about it. I really want to kick the habit, but I'm struggling. Feb 21, 2019

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1. Bjorn Ironside
  Looked at porn and masturbated today. Not feeling good about it. I really want to kick the habit, but I'm struggling.
  
  Feb 21, 2019
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    We’ve all been there. It’s tough. It’s all about small victories at first.
    
    Feb 21, 2019
    
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2. Bjorn Ironside
  I've been away for awhile, relapsed a ton, but want to get back to fighting the good fight. So, here goes.
  
  Feb 14, 2019
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    Welcome back :)
    
    Feb 14, 2019
    
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3. Bjorn Ironside
  How do I stay strong when I get the urge, when my metal is truly tested?
  
  May 14, 2018
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    When urge comes, think about it : what is it? What does it want you to do? How will it leave you?
    It's just the demon that wants to push you back to square one each time. It wants you to feel dependent on it. It will leave you fucked up physically and mentally. And once you do that, you would have fed it and it would keep burning forever and you know that life.
    
    May 15, 2018
    
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    Acknowledge the urge. And then remember : you do have a choice. You choose to masturbate or watch porn. Talk loudly to it : " I know you demon. You have ruled over my life for long but not now. I have understood you and I know how you leave me. You are an illusion. I am strong. I am free *
    
    May 15, 2018
    
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    And then hit some 10 pushups. Go for a small walk. And allow it to pass. It can't be stuck their forever. And continue with your other stuff :))
    
    May 15, 2018
    
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4. Bjorn Ironside
  I usually masturbate once or twice a week. It's hard because I'll be doing fine, not wanting to, but then get the urge.
  
  May 14, 2018
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5. Bjorn Ironside
  Haven't been on in a while. I've been doing pretty good with staying away from porn, but I still struggle with masturbating.
  
  May 14, 2018
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6. Bjorn Ironside
  I relapsed. Masturbated. I didn't look at porn though. And it was the longest I've gone without in a long time. I'm gonna keep trying.
  
  Mar 9, 2018
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7. Bjorn Ironside
  9+ days and I'm still at it. Haven't used, and I feel great!
  
  Mar 5, 2018
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8. Bjorn Ironside
  6+ days. I say + because when I first signed up it had been several days since I last used, but couldn't remember how many. I'm feeling good
  
  Mar 1, 2018
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9. ChoosingToWar
  Hey thank you for the follow, congrats on four days--almost a week! You got this!
  
  Feb 27, 2018
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10. Bjorn Ironside
  I'm still not using porn or masturbating. So far it hasn't been too difficult, but I'm starting to feel more urges in my body.
  
  Feb 27, 2018
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  2. ChoosingToWar
    The urges are definitely a part of the process of quitting PMO, they will grow weaker overtime so long as you don't give in to them. Keep up the good work, you can overcome the urges!
    
    Feb 27, 2018
    
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11. Bjorn Ironside
  Still going strong!
  
  Feb 25, 2018
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12. Bjorn Ironside
  Starting out. It's been a few days since last using. Hoping to stop for good.
  
  Feb 23, 2018
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  2. ChoosingToWar
    You got this! Just focus on what it is you want and don't let anything (not even yourself) get in your way. We're rooting for you!
    
    Feb 23, 2018
    
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Sep 26, 1990 (Age: 33)

I first started looking at softcore porn when I was in high school, which eventually led to masturbating. Soon after I moved into harder stuff and have been using ever since. There have been periods of time where I used more frequently and times where I used less so. A big part of the struggle is with my faith. I believe these things are wrong, but I keep doing them because they feel good and I'm lonely and depressed a lot. I want to finally stop, get some control of my sexual life, and be a healthier person in body and mind. I joined this site in hopes that having some accountability will help with quiting. I look forward to learning more about rebooting and others' experiences.
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