I haven't posted in a few days and can't find where I posted my new resolution - I wanted to check the days, which may be nearing 14. I'll look in my signature here.
Felt quite compelled to masturbate this am with imagery, but didn't want to use porn. used a substitute, but feel like I may be on the slippery slope. Anybody here ever keep a non-internet-porn-source (mag) around for this? or is it always a gateway to surfing porn?
On the slope. This morning googled pretty girls. Found my way to actual porn. Didn't spank, retreated, but am I going down? Why's it so hard all of a sudden?
