I have always been abstinent, not for spiritual reasons, but because I have always felt strongly that I have no business sticking it in a woman if there aren’t any feelings between us. However, I’ve also been addicted to porn since I was introduced to it at the age of 10. Whenever I get done masturbating to porn, I always feel super crappy because I feel like if I’m masturbating while envisioning myself having sex with the woman I’m jacking off to (whom I don’t know and therefore have no feelings for), I’m breaking my own integrity and morals. Does anyone else ever feel this way or is it just me?
I used to feel that way brother Your never alone I am surrounded by some people who have sex with people whom they have no connection with. Basically sex strictly for pleasure We follow that moral code but some things just feel contradictory to each other