This year has been a pretty good one as far as my addiction to porn goes. I have lost track of how many days I’ve not viewed porn. I believe close to 3/4ths of this year has been porn free. I have not yet had a flatline but I think I’m approaching/ in the midst of one. Or maybe I have before but this is more pronounced. I feel a burning desire in my penis. But when I try to do the fantasizing about a someone in order to get turned on and masterbate(yes for some of this time porn free I have masterbate and fantasized) I cannot find the desire to picture these things. It’s like my mind is rejecting the idea of me enjoying rubbing one out. It hasn’t happened for long periods of time but it’s actually annoying me, because I try to convince myself that okay let’s have some fun, and my mind isn’t cooperating...
