I'm in; I need a clean month! To give a brief definition: by “disease” we mean a persistent perversion of the judgment, so that things which are mildly desirable are thought to be highly desirable. Or, if you prefer, we may define it thus: to be too zealous in striving for things which are only mildly desirable or not desirable at all, or to value highly things which ought to be valued but slightly or valued not at all. - Seneca, Epistle 75
Just started! I was doing good and then relapsed.. so I went back to this site. Should have continued on this site all the time but step for step I learn. If a girl is not interested you should look for a girl that goes for you 100%. You're worth it and life is short!! I know its hard i find it hard myself. Life is testing you.. good that you reach out! And why dont you have any friends. You need friends to be able to discuss everything, especially if you get a girlfriend. I don't think you can do that alone. And it's more fun with friends It sounds like you're on the right path! All the best and keep sharing!
Made it through the am and had some times were I was just plain horny. Just finished the 10 then had some "self" time but without porn. I did edge but not O. I don't plan on edging or any other sex related thing. The 10 days did make me feel a little different and I looked women more in the eyes then other places. But after my 10 days when I did self pleasure the past porn images kept popping in my mind. Here's looking to day 2. No hands low or extended showers or porn. Just time to reboot. -Bill
Do you not see how necessary a World of Pains and troubles is to school an Intelligence and make it a Soul? - John Keats, letter to George and Georgiana Keats, April 21, 1819
You guys don't mind if I join late? Im approaching my 18th Birthday which is 16 days away, after which I will never fap again. Better warmup
I've been there with the love thing, but don't love her more than you love yourself. You've got to forget the girl for now and work on your recovery. Become the person you want to be and then you'll be fighting the women off with a broomstick. We're here for you, let's do this together!
I've been there as well, once. It was heartbreaking and i thought i would never move on, but i did eventually. NEVER be the second option. It will fuck your life up completely, trust me.
Start of day 4 This challenge is going slowwwwww Woke up with a hard on and let it tail off I am set on the 21 day and seams like forever After I completed the 10 day I thought it would be a fountain but nothing unusual In fact the few days I did from other then the first two times was kind of light ? I did feel like my thinking was a little clearer during the 10 days Let's see if this 21 is the same way bill