28 Days Later...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by FromZeroToNinety, Oct 17, 2017.

  1. FromZeroToNinety

    FromZeroToNinety Fapstronaut

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    Here I am, it's been 28 days since my last PMO session. My benefits:
    • I can hear and feel my voice becoming more manly
    • I have more energy after work to improve myself in other areas
    • I don't know why, but I notice more female eyes staring at me, even if I don't look directly at them
    • I developed a strong drive to play/practice the guitar every day (before that it was a chore and I practiced only 2 times a week)
    • Speaking became more easy and fluent; words come easier
    • I can sleep well again and wake up even better
    • Don't know why, but looking at images of female celebrities does not arouse me anymore (which I think means that I don't see them as sexual objects anymore)
    • I was really annoyed when women didn't notice my presence and never looked me in the eye but now I just don't care (like I am not needy or depend on them)
    • My concentration and problem-solving skills improved drastically (before that, every problem-solving strategy came with a set of "what-if-this-happens-thoughts"; I basically questioned everything that's why I had trouble solving complex problems at work
    So here I am, 28 days later... I didn't wake up in an abandoned hospital :) but I woke up in a different world.

    What were your benefits after 28 days?
     
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  2. r8js

    r8js Fapstronaut

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    this is encouraging. congratulation on ur completing 25+days.
     
  3. Back.to.Roots

    Back.to.Roots Fapstronaut

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    Great achievement. I have been in almost same status 2 days ago with same feeling. Just be carfull from feeling safe and not aroused when looking at images. Yes same also happened to me, but I lost my achievement because I was not careful and over confidant.
     
  4. lantti

    lantti Fapstronaut

    Thanks for the post man. I almost relapsed, got panicked for some unknown reason. That post put me on track.
     
  5. Born 20 October 2017

    Born 20 October 2017 Fapstronaut

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    How different is your voice now
    I called who are you when speaking with phone several times but that was temporarily do you feel it's more stable?
     
  6. FromZeroToNinety

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    In the beginning, there were phases where I noticed changes in the frequency of my voice. Not sure if the deep voice comes and goes at first but what I definitely noticed is that I am more conscious of my voice. Before that, I was like "oh I am speaking right now but something is hindering the flow of my voice" (maybe because I am an introverted person). The words came, no questions about that, but I had the constant feeling that speaking with a natural melody in my voice took effort.

    It's pretty much like practicing a musical instrument. First, your muscle memory is weak and you need to put effort into it and you have to think about everything you do. If you practice enough, it all comes just naturally.
     
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  7. Born 20 October 2017

    Born 20 October 2017 Fapstronaut

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    I exactly feel so