[Feeling Scared] Am I ever going to be cured?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by BulletLogan, Oct 31, 2017.

  1. BulletLogan

    BulletLogan Fapstronaut

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    So I am on Day#37 of Hard Mode nofap and so far I have not had even the slightest erections, forget the morning wood.

    This has made me worried and I am feeling uneasy and scared and am thinking if I am ever going to be cured and back to normal again.

    I am not frustrated. I am a very patient guy and know things take time specially something like this and that's why I am 200% ready, driven and committed to my goal.

    But in my last 2 streaks (that lasted 7 days each), I had started getting morning wood and hard erections from Day 3-4.

    Thus I am feeling worried.

    Any advice, suggestions, thoughts are welcome.
     
  2. Tonytone

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    Relax, man. This is all part of the healing. You need to trust the steps you're taking to rid yourself of the fucking poison. Quit thinking about your dick, just pretend it's not there until you need to wash or piss. Hey, it's AWESOME that you're on day 37, but in the grand scheme of things, it's a drop in the bucket. Your dick is fine, man, this is a brain thing. Faith and patience.
     
  3. Kexas23

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    you are in flatline mode right now. Just wait it out. I'm in flatline as well, and lost my morning wood a few weeks ago. the wood only lasted a week or so anyway. Im actually happy I'm in flatline cause it shows me that Nofap is working because i seem to be right on schedule.
     
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  4. Flatline, means you are healing. Be patient.
     
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  5. phwrancesco

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    Man, i'm 192 days and i don't have morning woods, i've had like 3 in my journey and i'm a little bit hating this but other things improved a lot.
     
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  6. Freeman007

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    Im on day 31 and Im more scared that its going to take forever to recover. Im seeing some positive here and there. Improved eyesight better memory more energy. But as of right now the negatives are outwaying the positives. Many days no motivation/ feel weak. So many headaches. Weird hot flashes. Randoms aches and pains. Mood swings. Its hard
     
  7. Well I haven't recovered from my PMO addiction, I do know what your experiencing is normal for any recovering addict. I recently met a number of recovering alcoholics and when you stop an addiction it takes a long time to heal. Don't worry. Keep up the good fight. Best of luck!
     
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  8. Kexas23

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    the negatives are just your addiction putting up a last ditch effort to win you back.
     
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  9. BulletLogan

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    You're absolutely correct.

    I don't think even a bit about it. But when thoughts pop-up, these are the first ones.
     
  10. BulletLogan

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    That's awesome man!

    I am relieved to know I'm not the only one.

    How strong are your urges at the moment?
     
  11. BulletLogan

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    That's so cool man!

    My main goal is to push my limits, the number of days don't matter at the moment (Though the minimum threshold I've set for myself is 100 days).

    I know and believe I'm going to achieve that.
     
  12. BulletLogan

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    Dude!!! Wow!!

    How long were you doing PMO? What things improved?
     
  13. BulletLogan

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    That's a great analogy man. Loved it.

    Thanks for the support.
     
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  14. BulletLogan

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    That's a relief. It's actually good to come out of the closet and see other people have similar stories.

    Feeling light now. Thank you everyone.
     
  15. Kexas23

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    I was at the bank yesterday, and a female who could have been a stripper was in line in front of me. She noticed I took a peak at her and then started to flaunt her body (she was wearing tight spandex) for a few minutes while speaking to the teller. A few months ago I would have gone nuts over this sight, yesterday my guy didn't even move. I have zero urges to have sex or look at P or do anything sexual right now. Flatline sucks.
     
  16. phwrancesco

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    i did it for like 3 years, less then once a week. BTW i was sexually ill and now i'm recovering well :)