180 Day Warrior Challenge (Updated)

Checking in 110 days, feels great to get this far! The urges are up, I don't know if it's related to the stress of starting a new job but I do feel a little more stress after starting a new job a week ago. The urges attack you when you're stressed or more vulnerable so I stay woke and won't fall!

 

Good mood after 10 km running. Now Sauna with friends. And beer after that for sure. Little celebrating of 160 day of PMO.

 

9/180.

Just got back home after 2 weeks in Florida. Been traveling with a friend, most of the time stayed near Miami Beach. Awesome trip btw. First streak ever was 11 days, but pmoed a couple of times 9 days ago using my phone... A bit drunk.
So insanely many beatiful women, but urges to PMO have actually ben mangeable. What I've already noticed is that my sex drive has gone up. Im more horny. Having a hard time not looking a bit too long at women. Erections better and more frequently aswell. +50% erection just by regular touching while showering, and even more just by looking at some matches on Tinder. I take most of this as a good sign, but it increases urges to fap.

But... the struggle is soooo tough now I'm home by my self. It's so tough not to fantasize about porn...and just open the browser. Get hard just by thinking of it. I can get hard by imagening sex with real women, but porn is still what really gets my dopamine firing, sadly. And I know it's early in my reboot, but I find it completely unthinkable that it should change significantly.
The thing is, when the urges really kicks in, my mind is telling me that PMO isnt that big of a problem. I have performance anxiety, mixed with some PIED, but how much stems from pmo, i really dont know.

Sorry for the rant. It helped to ignore the temptations a bit. Thanks for the support.

 

check day 2/180

 

6 days done

 

Check in

 

83rd day check-in, happy for the streak and also for the better confidence and energy I feel.

 

im out

 

Jiraya dont give up trying
Remember naruto and boruto

I am on day 5/180

Moving on
I see light at the end of the tunnel

 

Just keep the idea for your goal and the future lifestyle to keep you moving. You can and you want to be free than this addiction.

Personal update:
Was on competition in northeast Europe, was fun and tiring. Lets see how the life continues after 5 days abroad.
Current streak must be around 60 days, so congrats to me and all the community here.

 

80 days done.
Idk about anything else except for the feeling that this feels right.
This is how we're meant to be. Still getting there though

 

83 days check-in!

 

Hey guys, on the 18th August I started being a part of this challenge. Since then a lot of things happened. I moved with two friends together. We had no Internet for two months. Now I am back. I sadly broke my streak and I am today on day 16. This is my third best streak right now and I feel I will achieve 180 days. I started doing a 100 push up challenge which is running well. I did the work in college that had to be done and I started working in a minijob for 450€ a month. I date a girl now and it is running ok. We had something on her Flat party but we didnt know us very well. It is complicated but I am confident for the future. My life's quality improved in the last three months very well. And a big part of that is NoFap. In the last three months I watched two times a porn (last time was in October) and masturbated maybe ten times (Last time was 16 days ago). I feel good inside and I am happy to share my life's experience with you now that I have Internet after a long time.
Greetings, Stromboli.

I upgraded my counter, so dont wonder why there is "100 Days". It needs some time to change.

 

Just checking in, no problems the last few days.

 

Checking in!

 

Day 31 complete ... Had urges while surfing ... Things came up ... Understood that surfing won't help ... Need to focus on work ... Will Persevere to my better self ...

 

Update:
Getting a few urges here and there. Some autopilot things poping up and some "what if I just do it one more time, I miss it!" but all in all it is going alright.
I'm slowly taking less shit of people. I am less of a people pleaser now. Which is good.
Well anyway. I'll enjoy the sunshine now.

Stay strong everybody! We're growing human beings!

/Baldur

 

85 days check-in!

 

Update...!!
15th successful day completed
I also start light exercise
Motivated