A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

Every time you see a beautiful woman, on the internet or in real life, think of that as a reason not to relapse. Think about how beautiful she is. Man, she's gorgeuous. Now, think if you want to spit on her and her gift or not. Think about how every time you see nude pictures, every time you masturbate and think about her, or any girl, even a totally made up one, you are killing and violating her, this whole world's and your beauty.

 

Well, it seems I have gotten to 21. My next goal is 31, because it's a rather pretty number, there's a cool game of cards based on it and it's the longest a month can be. Let's rock these 10 days.

 

I have been struggling the last days. I almost bypassed my filter to watch PMO this morning, but that costs around 20 minutes and in that time I realized that it’s not worth it. I don’t see it as a victory, because I know I would’ve done it if I had the time.

I just don’t want to relapsw, because the days after my relapse I’m socially awkward. Maybe that’s just a placebo effect, but still, that’s one of the things I hate the most about relapsing.

 

Never mind, friend. Don´t be too harsh on yourself. The world is not coming apart because of it. You´ll start again. You were clean for 24 days.

 

2/3. A pretty good Saturday. I´m going to repeat it tomorrow.

 

Day 2/11

 

So, I just relapsed after freaking 24 days..
I'm not going to tell you guys how bad/good it was for me but, it did help me to set up my mind about a couple of things.
Anyway, life is beautiful and tomorrow it's a new day with new opportunities
good luck to everyone who reads this, I'm proud of you all

 

5/7.

Today wasn’t good. I didn’t edge but I searched for P. Didn’t succeed in that, but still... Need to get back on track!

 

I have done 36 day and relapsed twice this week. I would like to start this challenge and challenge myself to 21 days. Am I doing this right ?

 

Yeah sure. Welcome! This thread is full of good tips and motivational stuff so I’d recommend to read th whole thread.

 

Yesterday night I had a dream about relapsing, and turns out I seem to have actually ejaculated during the night. Kind of a shitty wet dream, lol. Also my balls seem to be sore. Well, let's just keep going, I guess.

 

#Day 1

 

16 days, feeling pretty good!

 

couldnt get past day 1 this whole time but here i am after a week i got to day 2 finally. and i do have to say i enjoy much more what im doing and i am a lot more happy in general.

 

6/30. Felt urges this morning. I let them pass and got on with my day.

 

Back at square one...

I need to get serious. For real. This has already gone way too far. I lost the control of my own body. I thought I’d made progress, but the last weeks I got stuck. What can I do more? Suggestions?

 

Stay busy, get a hobby, get rid of social media. And constantly be vigilant. I had 33 days but let my guard down and slipped. Always here for ya bro