A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

Day 3/10

 

So, my flatline has arrived I guess.

This afternoon a feeling of sadness and fatigue kicked in. I’m feeling tired and pathetic. We’ll see what happens, it could be that I’m just tired and that tomorrow everything will be different...

 

Day 4/14 done!

 

15/31 no PMO and need to keep taking each day as it comes

 

Is there any reason why do I have some semen that comes out whenever I pee? (for the 6th-day row)
I didn't edge or have a wet dream.

 

Brothers and sisters.
I will tell you truth.
Quiting PMO it is not easy of course.
But if we talk about P ,it is easy to stop playing from external devices (phone,comuter etc) but it is not easy to stop in mind.
Next...
Mastrubation
When you do M you already watched P and did O.
Hmmm.
How watched P?
In your mind! It is still in your mind.
When you destroy P from your mind ,M and O also will stop. !!!!!!! YES,IT IS TRUE.
WHEN YOU DESTROY SEXUAL LUST,LUST,LUST,YOU WILL DESTROY EVERYRHING ABOUT SEXUAL BAD DESIRES. P,M and O will be destroyed.

Now you ask "how,bro"
I will answer you.
"In Jesus I can do all things" !!!!!
I have 16 years. I believe in God,Izrael God.
I prayed "please ,o Lord beat all my lustfull toughts because i know when i stop thinking about that i will win that. But i can't stop thinking about that with my power,i am need your power to stop my lustfull toughts." for that victory time is need. Not because God want to wait some time to help us it is because our habits. But battle about lust is for whole life. That is not something you can stop now and hope that it never be again. That is everyday fight. When you do PMO you are like animal,you can't think clearly. You wake up in the morning,go to job,have stress,and have PMO. That is not freedom. When you stop that you can see world with clearer eyes. It is also when you stop eating chololate or much sugar,you see better what is arround you. It is atrractive for few moments but after that it goes.
Here is one advice to see how stupid is to do that.
When you have sexual desire and when

 

Day 5/100. Woke up this morning to very intense cravings, as well as beginning to show signs of withdrawal. I brushed them off and continued on my morning routine of getting ready for the first day of classes. I got to my college to find out that it was closed, and ended up heading home. I guess the stress of not having any class materials for my online classes was enough to trigger that pesky little brain of mine. The urge to watch was incredibly powerful, as for the past 10 or so years, whenever I had a major stressing event in my life, I PMO'd. I'm glad that I was able to resist the temptation and keep myself on my streak goal, but I also am beginning to see both sides of the coin now. On one side, I could see myself going all the way through with no issues, and its good to have that kind of motivation and determination, but I also see that once the brain begins to lose that 'High' feeling after a few days, it throws things out of balance. If there's one thing I'm grateful for, its the feeling of having a community of fellow fapstronaughts, ensuring that I am NOT alone in this fight. Apart from the physical and emotional withdrawal symptoms, I feel amazing and powerful inside, and that is what I believe helps us all to keep resisting the urges. Along with the support from the community, that feeling of inner-awesomeness we get from not giving in to even the most powerful of cravings can give us an even greater 'feel-good' response that PMO ever can. My advice to everyone struggling with this: Resist those urges, even if it means walking out of the house and getting away from everything. Put yourself in a position where you can't PMO, and your urges will start fading away. Unleash your Inner-Awesomeness!! Even if you relapse, get back up and dust yourself off. A war isn't won with a single battle, just as much as a war isn't lost if every battle isn't a resounding success. The war on porn is no exception. Every day is a battle, and every small victory is a step closer to freedom. Savor your victories, no matter how small!

 

36/60 days today.
I feel like I'm half way in and half way out of a flatline, but I think it's a really good sign. I feel fairly productive (like 3/4), and feel little/no urges (1/4). It's a weird feeling. I haven't really had time to feel any urges today to be fair.
Back to school and all the old temptations tomorrow, we'll see how it goes. Cheers!

 

Day 13/14. No strong urges today. Feeling on edge and irritable, but under control.

 

This was really inspiring I'm looking forward to seeing your success going into the future.

 

Yes! Ill take your advice too about of the hotty images around internet and everywhere. JUST AVOID THEM, IGNORE IT. Its new to me this new challenge... I am starting to see a huge break between getting stanked on seeing nice curvy images and on the street too, filling my mind with thoughts about posession or seduction. And pass away that. Just thinking in something else, maybe things that got my atention in that person or other things... Thx!

 

Day 7.
urge, urge, depression, urge, anxiety, urge urge urge

 

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