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I just relapsed...

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Thrawn88, Feb 8, 2018.

  1. Feb 8, 2018 #1
    Thrawn88

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    After 39 Days I relapsed. Oh my god. I'm so tired about that. I was so motivated, but today I masturbated without porn.

    I was on my computer and see some triggers. At fist I said to me that I'm on my journey and I want a masturbating free year, but my urge to do this stupid shit was to strong and I couldn't handle it.

    I have to reflect this situation and draw conclusion about that.

    39 Days are away... Now I'm at day zero...

    I can only tell you that it was not worth it and I feel bad now. Stay Strong!
     
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  2. Feb 8, 2018 #2
    Immature

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    I'm not trying to minimize the situation - BUT could you have masturbated without porn 39 days ago?

    No? Then you have made progress!

    You have not lost all the time you put in - as long as you go back to no PMO right away.

    But yeah, you have to reset the counter - that's never fun.
     
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  3. Feb 8, 2018 #3
    Thrawn88

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    I definitely didn't use porn or something else to stimulate me. Just masturbating, but this is terrible enough.

    I'm so tired.

    Thank you for your note that i have made a progress. I think so, too. But it is so terrible to see how I broke my streak.

    That bothers me a lot. 39 days are away...

    But I have to motivate myself and focus all things that I have set myself!
     
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  4. Feb 8, 2018 #4
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    Sorry that you feel bad, but don't discount those 39 days! I know how it feels to set the counter to zero, but those 39 days are an accomplishment that you can build on. Be strong & best of luck!
     
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  5. Feb 8, 2018 #5
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    I agree with the others @Thrawn88. You went nearly 6 weeks! That is a GREAT EFFORT man! :) And you have not returned to porn. Maybe next time you feel tempted, come to the website here and click on the panic button (above).
     
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  7. Feb 9, 2018 #7
    ICDI

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    yeah me too bro, urges were to strong and i couldnt handle it. reset my counter and im going to try again this time for real, ive never really commited 100% because i cant just run to my room through my face into the pillow and scream till i pass out, or punch brick walls. im going to try this time to let my anger fight the urge and see if my anger will win.
     
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  8. Feb 9, 2018 #8
    Thrawn88

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    We fight together! We have to be strong and focused. Yesterday I made the experience that masturbating is NOT the solution to handle the urge. You can use this sexual energy to do something more productive.

    Now I'm 100% in!

    Let's go and let's do it!
     
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  9. Feb 9, 2018 #9
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    Mate you have freakin’ Grand Admiral Thrawn as your avatar! You can do it. Be calculating and tactical in order to combat those urges. Find your Ysalamiri and let it help you find your inner peace. [geek mode off] :)
     
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  10. Feb 9, 2018 #10
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    Cant even pass a week brother.
     
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  11. Feb 9, 2018 #11
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    You are amazing to having gone 39 days. I'm sure you will get going soon and will pull yourself out of this misery.
     
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  12. Feb 9, 2018 #12
    Clauss24

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    Believe me if you start soon again and set yourself on a new streak. Those 39 days will be a moving force for you.
     
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  13. Feb 10, 2018 #13
    Thrawn88

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    Thank you! :) It's a good note! I will be strong!

    Yes, I think so, too. 39 days and more want to be achieved! :)
     
    Thrawn88, Feb 10, 2018
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