A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

Day 35/40

 

Day 15!
I'm already on the half way of beating my streak

Edit :
I'm starting to really feel the urges to masturbate right now
but I'm not letting it to break me down because I'm stronger than that.
Good day everyone.

 

Struggled a bit yesterday but managed to resist. Day 4/7 done.

 

8/8 and not really feeling a sense of achievement. Mind is going 1000 miles per hour with thoughts and feelings of my past and the issues I have.

Next target is 17.

 

Good job man!

 

11/90

 

Day 1 of 10

 

It already started to change me, I feel like I'm a completely different person.
Thank you, man. Seriously, I wouldn't be here if not you.

 

It's day 9/14!

 

0/7

I’m such a fool. I didn’t MO, but I did watch some P. I’m gonna count this as a relapse. I am so so sick of it, I HATE it but still; I can’t resist it.

I’m feeling a bit hopeless. The last months I’ve improved, but lately I’ve had the idea that I’m not making progress anymore.

Besides this, I’m afraid that I’ll mess it up in a few days because I didn’t had a total reset this time, because I didn’t MO. It’s a few hours after my relapse, but I’m already thinking about PMO. Maybe I should totally relapse by MO’ing, but something is telling me that’s not a good idea.

I’m sorry guys...

Nice. Be careful!

 

I just totally relapsed. With PMO. I hate this. I am sick of it. I am sick of myself too.

 

@TC10 i understand what you are feeling, i have not an answer to give you because I find in your situation too many times. what i can say you is, don't concetrate so much on the action you did, pmo, surely try to understand what you were feeling before pmo and induced you to pmo, but focus on the fact you want enjoy life, focus on the feelings you want , as love, friendship, and try to imagine that as realized. it can give you the strength for not relapsing in this phase. Moreover, it is useful for me, when i pmo to find a way to brak the cycle that takes to binge. for example, i go out for a walk when i am tempted, or i go to gym , i try to do something practical and pleasant. i go in the park and simply sit down on a bench until to the urge pass away

 

This challenge seems like a great idea @DerNeuMann. Don't know why I didnt find it earlier but now that I have, I am in.

I already have a streak of 9 days, let's achieve 12.

 

Thanks @DerNeuMann yes whatever symptoms you told I faced and facing now also..More than that I want to releave from this addiction..you @Deth @Single Palm Change are my motivation factors..I am trying to reach your level...hope I ll reach..
Day 33/45...

 

Day 36/40. Some cravings over the last day, staying committed.

 

Day 16.
I woke up kinda tired, it feels like I didn't sleep at all last night, I hate this feeling.
Update - I just got out of my bed and the tiredness was gone.
Have an awesome day/night guys, stay strong.
Update II - The urges to M are hitting me pretty hard
but for me it only means that I'm alive.
I stick to the quote "NO PAIN - NO GAIN"
Update III - I started to feel that I'm more aware of the environment, it feels amazing

 

Day 2 of 10

 

Day 5/7 complete.