I might commit suicide...

Don't know what happened, but hoping for the best. I pray this person is OK. I think this thread is a powerful testament to the caring and kind folks that are on this forum. If Ouch is out there, know that people you've never met are concerned about you and want you safe.

 

Another thing which I believe could be...
That ouch made account here last Tuesday....and then he post this message.. .and then he didn't feel the need to log in here....
I mean he has not spend enough time here...
So maybe he had just quit the forum

 

Oh fiddles. Guys i'm tracing his IP for activity on the internet. I'll let you know if he's... alive or at least if someone has been using his device. This isn't exactly legal but nobody call the FBI okay? I'll give a reply in a few minutes.

 

It's not coming through at all. Can't even get his location. Guy has a VPN or something. Can a site admin please contact this guy using his email?
@matthewmammothrept
@2525
i know it is beyond the bounds of your duties but if it falls within the span of legal action on your part, can you contact his email in some direct manner? This is too discouraging to be frank. If you guys can do this, please try.

 

Thank you bro. You're a commendable guy.

 

Is it possible to track down IP address. If it is possible, please somebody do it.

 

I had confronted suicidal thoughts couple of times in my life. NOT related to PA.

I am not afraid of death. In fact I am doing several things this year to get ready for a possible departure. Finances, trust, will, etc etc etc.

 

We are here for you. I also feel the same after pmo. I would feel down to the point that i dont want to live anymore but look at this friends this site these are our friends who experience the same problem we have and we can help each other and learn from each other so go back to rebooting.. itll help you a lot.

 

Come on dude hold on life is precious gift from God

 

I am not suicidal
Just not someone who wants to live long
I have my reasons to hang around... Have a young kid

 

Yeah living breathing life is awesome and beautiful so come on

 

Death is equally beautiful too, if it is an embrace, not when it is an escape....

 

Death is an enemy.
Nobody celebrates when one of a close friend or family dies. Everyone mourns cries and sad..
Death is not the original purpose of our creator.
Death occured because of Adam's sin and we inherit that sin but what God wants for us to live forever hence he gave Jesus as a ransom sacrifice for us so we might live forever as a human being breathinv living fine forever in paradise

 

Ok brother, good. Stay blessed. Thanks for commenting.

 

I hope you can read this. But try to remember all the times in your life that you enjoyed life. Or think of all the possibilities out there. Whenever I felt very down, I would try this and I believe it helped. Also have you considered counseling? Therapy? Support groups are great too. 12 step. I know many people who wanted to kill themselves and then didn’t because of this kind of support.

 

"Ouch was last seen:
Mar 26, 2018"
Not looking good I hope he got over it altogether, or, at worst, "just" went back to porn.....

 

Bump

 

Please seek help through a therapist and Sex Addicts Anonymous (SAA) meetings.

The above 2 suggestions can dramatically change your life perspective. I suffer from depression (with suicidal thoughts) and anxiety and have been fighting it on my own for the last 10 years with zero success. 33 days ago I started therapy and SAA meetings (among a few other things) and now I feel slightly better.

33 days ago my daily happiness level was 1/10 now more days than not I’m at a 3/10. Today I had a horrible day that should have been a 1/10 but it felt more like a 2/10 that then raised to 3/10 by night time.

There is hope! And I hope you take my suggestions! Please keep us updated with your progress. We’re here to help!