Going to Do 30 Days No PMO while getting up at 5 am everyday

And the first thing I will do in the morning is record in this journal every day.

 

Day 1/30

 

Day 2/30; will also begin each day with a walk in the park two blocks down.

 

Day 3/30; still struggling on the job front


They just don’t know a badass writer when they see one. Damn straight

 

Time to do my daily walk tho

 

Day 4/30

 

Day 5/30. Howdy...struggling with the 5 am thing, HAVE to go to bed earlier (but not getting up at around noon anymore so that’s good—still struggling on the job front; please send positive support, my brain is telling me that I’ve wasted ten years and am not qualified for anything, even though I know it’s not true—I’m an actor, but either you make it or you don’t, they say to keep trying; it’s another reason why I haven’t gone to grad school at this point). But succeeding with no porn!

 

Additionally, I am not going to watch any YouTube until 7:00 pm—that is my designated time to watch silly videos (that’s become an addiction and I want to keep it under control). On the bright side, I do have an interview tomorrow, knock on wood.

 

Day 6/30. Big day today. Also happy to say I’ve been feeling like less of a sex-obsessed horn dog than I was a week ago.

 

Day 7/30. One week down.

 

Getting a tad more tempted than usual today, but keeping fighting the good fight

 

Day 8/30.

 

Day 9/30

 

Day 10/30 Still waiting for real progress but it feels like there’s never enough time 4 anything

 

Almost relapsed today but didn’t!!!

 

Day 11/30.