Hey guys!my name is rajesh.i started watching porn at the age of 13 and started fapping.in the beggining i used to do it just by imagination at that time i used to get hard just by even touching a girl's hand by mistake.so after fapping for like 4 years actually am 19 now so after fapping for 4 years when i was 18 this problem started i used to get erection while watching porn as usually till that time but after that i went on watching hardcore porn..like bdsm torturing..and my favourite thing used to be blowjobs while masturbating.after watching these extreme hardcore porn i wasn't being to vet stimulated to normal porn and i was only watching bdsm,forced scenes the most.i thought it was really bad and stopped masturbating to such kinda porn.within that month i was back to normal like i was able to achieve a rock hard 100% erection with porn without even physical stimulation and by next month i went into flatline.suddenly,i lost my morningwood.zero libido i went on with it for 4 weeks and got my morningwood on and off.eventhough my morningwood returned i wasn't being attracted to girls what i mean is i can see a beautiful girl visually but i am getting scared that i can't do anything even if i got into a relationship with her.i got really mad on my situation and masturbated to porn now i can get erection and masturbate to porn only in after sometime of physical stimulation i can get it up sometimes its completely normal and sometimes after masturbating i feel like i can't get it up again.i have been in nofap journey for like 2 months and relapsed after 4 months today i again wants to start it flatline is so tricky it forces us to fap again by showing us the fears and making us to overthink.one major problem of mine is i wasn't able to get it up without stroking while watching porn now.so again i was back to nofap to reboot this time no matter how much brain is going to trick myself i won't giveup i completely prepared myself mentally this time
I can definitely say that as you reboot, a level 10 video needed to get off will decrease. I have found that after a few weeks, if I got caught out and had a binge, I could easily fap to a level 2 video. This is proof of the success to a reboot, and I am finding it already as I'm seeing women smile, and I'm finding women that I wouldn't ordinarily be interested in attractive. When I was in a relationship, it took me 3 weeks no porn, NoFap to get a real hard on. It takes time but you gotta persist.
Yes am planning to do a 90 day or idk how long it takes to complete my reboot as i got exposed to porn so early.one thing that's common everyday is my morningwood but i can't get it up with porn too quickly other than having porn and without physical stimulation.anyways,i stopped fapping and watching porn too.libido is very low right now although am having morningwood.but one thing is i used to get a boner just by seeing a hot girl even when she was fully covered with her dress before i went into hardcore porn.now,i don't know whether i can get it up or not with porn alone..i hope i will get out of this situation with stopping to fap.thanks for your reply brother!
