Hay man! Sorry, I honestly haven't been doing very well. I'm back on day 0 but I'm going to get back to posting on here daily again until I can get back to the point I was at. I've hit a bad relapse point but I know I can get out of this. I'm a little disappointed in myself for allowing this though. How have things been going with you?
Mate posting everyday especially the 1st few weeks is so helpful!! Dont beat yourself up just remember what made you relapse and work on it! What helped me and ive still got it written down in my room is all the reasons your sick of faping all the things that make you relapse, all the positives of not faping and finally all the things you want to achieve. Week goals month goals and year goals Im orite man even though im struggling a little with finding work, im positive and generally happy thank you!
You are one day away from the 90 day milestone! That is crazy! I'm really glad to hear you are doing well. Honestly man, it has been a real struggle for me these last couple weeks. I'm struggling to find work too, confidence has honestly been pretty low and just haven't been very motivated which I feel like is not like me. I must start posting everyday again and get back on track. I can't stay like this.
So I have fallen off bigtime. I really don't know what to do anymore besides continuing to workout and try to get back on nofap. I've really lost hope when it comes to finding a job. I worked my ass off the last two years in college and maintained a 4.0 GPA and was the best student in my program but I feel like all of that effort was a waste. I still can't find a job and it is destroying my confidence. All the people who doubted what I was doing in college are really coming out now and making me feel like complete shit. Just today I was talking to someone about my future plans and what I want to do and he just laughed and said "Please, you gonna be broke livin at home the rest of your life". I don't think he meant it seriously but all jokes people make like that, they have some belief in it. I'm just going though so many doubts and it's crazy how I was feeling on top of the world just about a month ago. I have to make a serious change in my life soon but I just can't figure out where to start. I thought I made a lot of progress in school during those two years but maybe not. I'm considering going back to school and getting another degree. Maybe that's what I need to do. I dont know.
Your over thinking and taking everything to heart because your not happy and content like you were previously on nofap. I've recently just relapsed but I'm not gonna let it stop me straight back on the horse like you should do. Maybe we can help each other like before but permanently!! No more of this BS
