Relapse

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Jinkazama, Aug 2, 2018.

  1. Jinkazama

    Jinkazama Banned

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    I watched a Video from a porn Industry quitter on youtube
    Then there was a Link to Carly Rae
    I watched a Minute skipping through on youporn
    Then i switched IT off.

    I didnt FAP.
    And I am proud of it. Proud of having resisted.

    The danger of a Trigger is omnipresent.
    I will never Watch any porn again.
     
  2. Congratulations on switching it off before you got more involved.
     
  3. BlueOwl

    BlueOwl Fapstronaut

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    You're strong bro! Keep going!
     
  4. Consider it a success buddy! That's some strenght
     
  5. Jinkazama

    Jinkazama Banned

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    Well thanks you all.

    Right now i wanna FAP so Badly
    Lying on my bed
    Cause I still remember what I saw today
    About her. Baaad.

    I resist again.
    Cause I Must try what resisting brings to me.
     
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  6. Good job on resisting even after you saw whatever you saw. But it would help you out a lot to get out of bed and go do something active until the desire subsides.
     
  7. slink123456

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    Now Have a freezing cold shower lol. Do something to take away that urge completely. Even if it means your in the street 8 hours walking!!!

    On a serious note, well done. I don’t think many other people on this site could do something like that without relapsing as well. Credit where credit is due!
     
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  8. Wario32

    Wario32 Fapstronaut
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    Take a cold shower, and be very careful your like dangling on the clift. I'm struggling to recently and getting a little to close to P subs. I'm taking a cold shower to help
     
  9. Arnuld

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    That takes crazy self control. Well done!
     
  10. Jinkazama

    Jinkazama Banned

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    IT was late so I Just slept.
    Thanks. There were Times in my Life where i couldnt have done that.
    Its a Progression.
    Being on the Forum also helps.
    Next time i do Something Till IT Goes away.

    Whats the fuzz about cold Showers? So youre Putting ICE cold Water on and Shower for five minutes?
    I woke Up at 5 and Googled "porn subs" and the First Homepages were the devilish porn Homepages.
    But I resisted again cause I Said to myself: I dont Need to know what Kind of perversity that is!

    Day 3-4 and my eyes begin to teardrop. Is IT Just cause I am getting melancholic cause my Body wants the daily fapping Dose, or is IT the Contraty, that I fapped away my sadness for 16 years and finally by quitting PMO IT would Come Out and dissolve the pain after Just 100 days.
     
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  11. Jinkazama

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    Fuck this Thing doesn't work by now…
    5 days and I am not sooo motivated and Girls don't whistle after me.

    I only got one smile from a Jogging Woman today…
    not much else…

    What's the fuzz?

    I hope I get more…