Ready to overcome Porn Addiction/PIED

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by readytonotfap, Dec 11, 2014.

  1. readytonotfap

    readytonotfap Fapstronaut

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    Day 21: It has now been 3 weeks without PMO or MO and 2 weeks since I last had sex so basically hard mode for the last 14 days. I'm not limiting myself from sex but at this point I really want to have more confidence in my PIED being cured and would like to feel morning wood and random erections before going after sex too much. Right now, I am trying to only meet girls that I would like to take out on dates and actually enjoy spending time with rather than looking for sex. Which I think is actually a good thing and a great lifestyle change that this challenge brings on, but in the future I would like to be able to do both haha.
     
  2. 21decisionforlife

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    I also experienced similar problems and was afraid that i did damage to the nerv endings in my penis. But now that i relapsed after 13 days i am pretty sure too that this is not permanent. The feeling that ur penis shrumbles kind of was present with me the last couple of days too but this goes by. Stay strong dont relapse!
     
  3. readytonotfap

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    Day 22: happy to say that I woke up in the middle of the night with a 85-90% stiffy, I will take it as a sign that my PIED is headed in the right direction...I'm not getting the random erections or consistent morning wood but I definitely feel a little fuller down there at the moment...one thing that is a little tough is that I'm really thinking about sex a lot right now and it makes it a little tough to get anything done, need to force myself to work through it and find diversions
     
  4. readytonotfap

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    Day 23: going well except on a really bad sleep cycle right now, urges to MO kept me up until 330 last night, think I might take some NyQuil tonight to knock me out sooner...also just made arrangements for my ex-gf to come into town in about 10 days, so that'll be around day 33 for me...will be interesting to see how my little guy is feeling around then, I'm sure I will be horny like crazy at that point...regardless, I miss her and just looking forward to seeing her
     
  5. readytonotfap

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    Day 24: Definitely feel like there is more blood flow down there in my normal flaccid state, it used to feel cold a lot and not as full. Although it's tempting to test it out and MO, I'm using this as encouraging news and looking forward to even better changes.
     
  6. readytonotfap

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    Day 29: Well, I gave into the urge of MO a few days ago and then 2 days later got a really nice massage with a happy ending...I am going to keep my counter going as I feel that I still haven't PMO'ed and that is my main concern. I do still feel like I am making good progress and I have my ex gf coming into town this weekend so I'm sure there will be plenty of sex to look forward to. I still feel like as long as my brain is being re-wired away from the computer into real sex then I will be making positive change. Obviously, I don't want to make a habit of the massages tho.

    Has anyone had success eliminating PIED while still either having sex or MO'ing during their reboot?
     
  7. Hunxe

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    I need a partner to compete with :cool:
     
  8. readytonotfap

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    Day 37: it's been over a week since I last posted as I had my ex-gf in town for a few days...it was a really fun weekend, I think we had sex around 8 or 9 times over 4 days. The sex was pretty good although I do notice that I'm still not quite as hard as what I consider normal and certain positions help me maintain erection. Still room for improvement but I think it is progress and definitely gives me more confidence with sex. I do still feel like I am fuller and my penis is slowly going back to its natural state. Hoping for rock hard morning wood soon, fingers crossed.