The UnStOPpAbLe:- Imagination to infinity

Hi NOFAPs!! Have A Colourful Day Ahead
It's me in search of happiness, permanent satisfaction and self motivation. I got a beautiful dais named NOFAP. I am very much grateful to Mr. Alexender Sir for this awesome platform which is available of no cost. Now come to me, It's quite difficult to keep ownself improving motivating when someone derail from his track. I got failure and failure many times. When you are alone have to fight alone, need to support own family too but you are struggling to settle are quite difficult (specially in middle class lower family), addicted to PMO on extreame level and emotionlly attached with a lady(married) who supported me moving forward and fall in love with her badly. Which is illicit and not acceptable by our society yet have to move further and i am. I have been free from pmo for 37 days that are indeed a tremendous job with the help of nofap community and helpful friends here. I have problems of overthinking, anxity, lonliness, and become mentally sick. Not having sharp memory, not good friends but still i am here i am trying to move forward until i achieve my dream job. I won't stop finding the best i deserve. I am going to struggle from now to infinity... I want a happy life, p want to give a happy and comfortable life to my family. I have a big dream i feel good when help others. There are people who are struggling to make bright future i am always with them . So i will stop my fluid and save my energy. I need sexual transmutation so that i can triumph on pmo and keep helping other till i die...
Please God give me strength and courage. And i need you all blessing and wishes i wont stop until i make my own place. I am trying to follow BRAHAMCHARYA for this. I know i may become fiasco but still i will run faster and faster. Because i am unbreakable, UNSTOPABBLE
Thanks for listening

 

Keep going friend. Everything will be fine. It not going to be easy at all but try harder.

Never let your guard down

 

Thank you friend for your kind words

 

Day :- 00
I had a full relapse today. It was after 37+10 days later, perhaps i should have very sharp and modern technique weapon to win in this battle. I spoiled my today, did not focus much on study. The more i try to leave these habbit the more it attacks. Felt hopeless, but still trying to go on until i win... Sorry God.. I deserve better...

 

Earlier today you had not relapsed, why?

 

You shouldn't cross 30 days and spoil it bro, by 30 days you should be having your erection and all coming back, have sex with a real woman.

 

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I dont know why?? But perhaps i am struggling in my life to settle not able to clear my exam. This might be the reason. But still trying to be the best. I had some bad nostalgic past. It hurts me when i dream of it

 

Look. I am not in a relationship with any woman. I dont have any choice except suppressing my libido. I cant have any real relation. This is why i am trying to transmute my enery in different things but urges that kills me and compell me to fap

 

It alright bro, please get back up immediately and continue the war, it for your own good bro. We are all in this together my friend, I dont know you but i feel your pain. And i really wish you well bro.

 

Thanks brother. I am trying again to kill this monster

 

Hello Journal!!!
Its have been very bad today i traped again in this monster. This week was not very much productive for me, i lost this battle again and again. I dont know whats wrong with me, no fb, no whatsapp, no p, nothing wrong still feeling high libido means it is uncntrollable but i want to know to be a virgin, not having gf till 25 are problems. I cant control my mind, it is not with me.
But still i need not to worry bcz this is the starting of my life. So to keep myself busy i have joined my new coaching centre and also i have purchased hinduism sacred book "Bhagwad Gita". I promised that i will not forget to dtudy this book or meditating at any cost. Hey god where are you now ? Why dont you listen to me? Pls be with me..
Thanks to listening me..

 

Dude you will need will power to get this addiction away.
You will have to decide in your heart that you are really moving away.

If you do not fight harder you will be stuck bro.
I can imagine you always want to be alone and you still have your triggers surrounding you.
Watch this

 

Thanks man i am trying harder. I got endearment from your words. I know sometimes being alone, not getting result in exam lead me to frustration. And this frustration is extirpating me but now i am starting again with being ebullient.

 

Day 05
Hello Journal...
It's been very good day. I am feeling good, dynamic, ebullient having in a good day. Its quite complicated when you fall down, get up again you fall after fall but i am grateful to@ P-Free. He nurtured me, propounded many good techniques and aloso contemplated about this pmo addiction.
So everything is going well. I have just joined an academy to boost me in my study so that i could keep myself more busy.
I have gone through "Practice Of Brahmcharaya" its a tremendous book and helped me in my rebooting. Also i am enchanting everyday in the morning, my Indian scripture " Srimad Bhagwat Gita" has become part of my life, i read it everyday. I am trying "Mudra Science" as well as meditation. It is really improving myself. Its indeed a tough journey to reach but i dont care i have made a promise to achieve my dream with the help of nofap
Thanks to listening...
Have a good day ahead....

 

Day 09
Hello Everyone its been goid day today i am feeling much better rather than bad situations. Just keeping myself very
God is with me. He saves me from all distructions as well as these pmo.
I am very happy today
Thanks

 

Wow great to know you are making progress. Like I always say, freedom from PMO it entirely in our hands and those who really want it will get it

 

Thanks man

 

Day : 14..
"Don't quit every difficulty is an opportunity indisguise"
Hello Everyone.. Life is full of challenges you can't envision when there is catastrophe still you struggle to be a better one.
Yes, the days going with my life is dismal.
I had commited many sinful activities hitherto, still i get a chance to be a better person and resuscitate from my new life.
Perhaps i am in worst day of my life. Look how difficult to ged rid of a monster incident when someone gives you a quality of time and suddenly it snached.
Anyway good morning everyone it was bad day sorry worst day my secret revealed. I caught red handed in an illicit relationship which was going on from a long run. Threatend, tortured, blackmailed but i appologized for this blunder mistakes, it is open secret that no one is going to accect this, me type of descent, reliable and good man can do but i did. Perhaps a blot in any pure relationship but got many lesson. These days were very difficult to spend to one who struggle till now to settle.
But now i am trying to be a good person and support the needy heartly. For my parents, family and my friends i have taken a vow to be a prominent, respecred and worthy man. I promised to keep myself doing hardwork with smart startegy to secure my place.
Yes i had a relapse on day 12 but still i move further and now its a high time if not will be never. Dont trust on next day it is never ever going to come. Pe bositive, have some faith, be with god and achieve your name, fame and powér.
Thanks god and everyonre and sorry for commuting mistakes..