it is a good thing to be angry at sin. God is angry at sinners every day. Now you have to capitalize on this and have steadfastness. Look up 2 Peter 1 chain to love (necessarily chronological) for motivation
checkin in! I'm sick with the flu and insomnia has strike back the last 2 nights! This is the worst moment for temptation in my case, temptations were at 200% during last night's insomnia, I felt weak but I resisted!
176th day. I'm feeling any urges that happen to spring up now just easily slide away, leaving me completely unaffected. All good.
Yet the Bible does say literally that God is angry at sinners and that he abhors people who do evil, commit iniquity. I think God loves some and hate others.
Today I sang two hymns to God. It felt good and I love to think about Him and contemplate His Goodness and His beauty. I hope I can glorify him through my life and that he would help me to will that I would love Him more and His Law
Thank you so much guys ! You guys are like a lifeline to me. I relapsed again today and I just gave up. I gave up because I don't think I am strong enough to do this. I don't deserve a good life because I am weak. So I just came here to apologies to you all and delete my account and try again when I believe I have enough strength over my self. But you guys have given me some hope. I will try this once again. Screw Quitting. Love you guys.
Sorry to hear it brother, but I believe you have the same strength that many of us have. I won't bore you with the count of the number of times I have had over 20 days and gave up. We live in an unfriendly environment for quitting PMO when there are more pornsites than one can possibly view in a given amount of time. I even get it (softcore) in my emails. Don't stay gone too long. It can be done based on many I see posting to these forums.
Thanks for all the support guys. I might have been gone today , but I am giving this at least another try because of all the love and hope you guys have given me, Thank you so much again. I owe it to this community. at least one more chance
inadequate sleep is the worst for me when it comes to urges! We always have to push threw the pain, just learning to never give up knowing the rewards in the end!