Ok, it is saturday night right now. I am going out with my friends right now. Normally i would chase every hot women i see. At least i would have sexual thoughts about them. But because of my flatline i dont care about woman for the first time in my life. I can really give a death stare to ANYONE in the entire club. That is the only positive thing at the moment. Brain fog is also running right now, it makes me look like a zombie with no enotion at all. Honestly i am getting crazy about the flatline and i want to get normal as soon as possible. I am at day 55 at the moment
It's frustrating as hell but it's just part of the process. It's just something your body and brain have to go through to heal for whatever reason. It could go on a while longer but everything that you're feeling is 100% temporary. Just keep pushing through.
