Hey guys, personally i got exposed to porn when i was 11. I was learning sexual education and of course you know exactly what happen. Like curiousity kills the cat. I went to search words like "Vagina", "Penis", "Breast", at the facebook search. So, i found a link to a porn site, showing a man being sucked by a women. At first, i was confused to what they were doing. But as days go by, i kept coming to the website again and agan. Up to the point where i "get it" but i enjoyed it though. My first time masturbating was when i was 11 too, i felt, obviously good and had addiction till this day. 15 now. But, i always have a feeling of regret after i PMO. I wasn't feeling any guilt untill i found out that it's forbidden in my religion and it has bad effects that could negatively impact my sexual life.I still do it though, so much that i couldn't even feel any guilt or regret anymore.Anyway, thankfully i wasn't stupid enough as a kid to tell my parents about my PMO addiction. Though, there were couple of times where i was at the brink of getting caught. Lucky me i wasn't. So that was my story of how i got exposed and how about you?
I was doing a project where I had to find and print out body parts. It was a 6th grade anatomy project. I remember typing legs in Google image search. Let's just say, it just went downhill from there.
I was exposed to pornography at age 10-11 for the first time during a summer-hockey camp. Me and my teammates had this worn-down old-school locker room where (one day) one of them found a hardcore magazine on one of the shelves. It was wrinkled and looked like it had been read a few times. In one of the pages was a woman sucking on a huge D telling the jizz tasted like honey. That picture is still to this day on my mind. Keep in mind that this was in the late 90's, 2-3 years before the phenomenon of internet-porn started to become widespread. It was not until 3-4 years later I started to use the internet regularly to watch that stuff and it kept me a slave for another decade and a half before I finally managed to quit it.
Watched it for the first time when I was 13-14 years old on a Phone with schoolmates; that was hardcore porn. Then I became To look for sexy pics on my phone; then amateur porn then hardcore porn. It was not an addiction and then I fapped 3 years ago for the first time, the pandora box was open, now I décide To fight.
The first time I saw porn was when I found a magazine called Cavalier in the street when I was about 7.I also remembet Betty Page in a red bikini o a calendar in my Dads auto shop.
Thanks for the advice. Honestly, i have been wasting a lot of time with games. But that's because i'm always having a lazy mood. Probably because of PMO. But i feel actually a bit better since i'm on my 9th day of nofap. Anyway, i hope you have overcome your addictions.
As a kid, i wouldn't think that as much as a problem. Untill my mom told me to lower my gaze when i'm infront of women and give respect. But here i am having pmo addiction for years. Yes indeed i'm guilty. So i'll try to change so that i can live a normal life after this horrible years.
First time I remember seeing porn was when I was a teenager, went over to a friend's house with a group of friends, and we watched a VHS porn video. I remember thinking it was funny, and making a comment that the woman's hairy vagina "looked like a squirrel!". It was all just fun at that point The moment I got hooked though on porn, was when I was about 16 or 17, I was at work taking garbage out to the dumpster, and inside the dumpster, just laid out perfectly on top of all the garbage in there, was a porn magazine. It was as if the Devil put that there for me as a test, but also like there was a beam of light shining directly down on it from heaven. THAT, was the start of it all. I took it and paged through it in my work's basement, then took it home and had my fun with it. One of the defining moments of my life, finding that magazine
What? A freaking porn magazine shining on a bloody pile of garbage. That's like the most glorious way to be exposed to porn. Holy shit dude, but i hope you aren't having a long term addiction with porn or at least not be negatively influenced by it.
It started out as a bad habit in my earlier 20s when advertisements used to appear on my laptop and that is how my urges got to me. Just out of curiosity, one click of a mouse away can get you into hell. And now I am here trying to break off this bad habit. I am doing good so far, my urges are getting weaker and my wound is healing so to speak. Maybe one day my urges will be gone.
I still remember the first time I saw a porn video was at a friends house. Me and about 6 others were staying the night at one of our friend's house and as we're all getting in our spots to sleep, he bust out the laptop and ask if we wanna watch porn together. I still remember the video and its contents, it definitely was a loss of innocence as up to that point I had only knew about sex and love from tv, movies, etc. and what I knew wasn't anything like the fakeness that is porn.
Advertisements should be mineful of what they're promoting. It definitely shouldn't be explicit since like even children can view it. Good luck on your recovery from PMO. I hope everyone in this community can recover from all their sexual urges of doing PMO too.
I'm sorry to hear that. That's actually quite a long term of PMO. I started at 11, now i'm 15. I'm only like 4 years into PMO. I'm glad that i found nofap and trying to stop it now. I'm on my 10th day now, trying to do the 90 days challenge. If others and me can do it. I'm sure that you can also get a high streak of nofap. Good luck to you sir.
That's some horny bastards that share porn with younger kids. These kind of people are literally the definition of thrash. Doesn't mean that their life is destroyed by porn they have a need to expose and ruin others lifes too. I hope that you're doing well too and not having a long term addiction with PMO.
Thank you, its kind of funny because at the time it just feels like normal bonding with friends/growing up, the problem is that it plants the seed of an unrealistic view of sex from porn. Before that we all had "girlfriends" in elementary(innocent handholding and awkward dances) and we all were starting to hit puberty and like girls, I just wish we learned about real sex and human relationships before dwevling into the rabbit hole of bullshit that is the porn industry.
To be honest, i wasn't really daring to search for porn or any sort of sexual stuff. I had this very close friend of mine, same age too. At that time, we were having sexual education. He had the "bravery" to search for porn and he shared it with me. Like literally, he says stuff like "the guy lick her vagina" etc. I wouldn't blame him though for increasing in my curiosity since that he's just a kid like me. But in my opinion, i wished that i didn't even have a phone to search all this bullshit. For all those below the age of 13 should definitely not have a phone. They're still young and can enjoy their childhood with toys.Things would probably be different for me if i had not gotten a phone at the age of 11. Also, i wished that i never even knew porn at all.