Got into a bad fight with my partner last night. Woke up today depressed because of it, after they were gone, got my penis in my hand, got it hard through jerking. Jerked it for a few moments with no cum. Every time a get really depressed, I want to jerk my cock and usually give in. I guess the depression makes me weak...I give in to the urge. I don’t ejeculate though. Anyone else suffering from depression and have issues with wanting to masturbate during?
I do. The thing is cumming really depletes us physically and emotionally when we aren’t with a partner. In hindsight it makes it worse.
Fapping and porn for me was a natural antidepressant for depression as after fapping and porning I felt good. But then I realized that it actually is causing depression so I am learning nofap and overcoming depressive feelings just by letting them go through me.